Mobile Danmaku game: Looking for a mentor to help me learn GDevelop

[fresh root]

I am looking for somebody to help me learn GDevelop so I can make my very simple mobile game idea.

So... I am a very dumb person. Despite GDevelop being a codeless engine with tone of tutorials. It just so happens that I am the dumbest and most impatient person to walk the earth. I follow tutorials and end up messing things up anyway, unable to find functions, getting lost in the menu's, or just not understanding how to implement something more complex than just spawning a character. This overwhelms me to the point of getting stressed out without achieving anything.
If you are experienced in GDevelop to help me learn it, on a call in discord preferably. I would appreciate it! Here are things I am trying to aim to achieve especially!

1: Random generation
2: Complex bullet hell patterns
3: Making menu's and settings for controls and stuff

I am not an artist, but do art for the game anyway, as well as music and stuff(I am in fact a professional music composer in the first place.) . Here is a very basic Idea for my game drawn out. A game design document if you will! I want it to be an accessible bullet hell game for mobile. I am a long time danmaku(touhou, cave, all that jazz) player, and after trying most mobile bullet hell games, I was disappointed with just how unfit the genre is for mobile. So I am gonna try myself!

[old mesa]

not sure about teaching because im also learning, but if you want help in programming of game, im willing to help if you get stuck on something and on project, wont be online lately cause of exam till 10 march or something

[fresh root]

I still would be grateful to find someone to personally explain me how things work.

[short wagon]

what do you need?