🍁・general-2

[iron hinge]

I think could be better

[grizzled hedge]

Oh nice, i took 2 years of autocad and a year of 3ds max up at the college, i always loved drafting stuff, it was like a puzzle

[iron hinge]

nice

I loved too

[hushed flint]

is that ghost recon?

[gusty ermine]

Yes

Si

[tardy stag]

http://www.iflscience.com/space/breakthrough-listen-project-to-eavesdrop-on-intersteller-visitor-just-in-case-/

Interesting

[abstract scaffold]

I'm trying my best to stay awake now and not fall asleep till the afternoon. I need to regulate my sleeping pattern

[torn jewel]

Im in an endless cycle of doing that

[grizzled hedge]

You’re right 14, I️ think that’s a fantastic idea

[abstract scaffold]

Mayday, plan failed

I feel asleep one hour after I sent that message

[fast swan]

Ya que no puedo dormir, les dejaré eso https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVFYFr4Vy8I&feature=youtu.be

[grizzled hedge]

Lol

[abstract scaffold]

pls, memes and videos go in #😂・memes

[frozen plaza]

I hate that game, it always makes me play like 3 times in a row at the most inconvientient times

[compact sonnet]

hi

[torn jewel]

I wish discord was open to external discord clients so I could connect with my non laggy text editor like this :/

[devout jacinth]

discord is the laggiest shit

[tardy locust]

Yeh, sometimes

[pulsar parcel]

Insert joke about Emacs being a good OS lacking a good text editor

[south crane]

我要死

[desert forge]

我不要死。

[south crane]

lol normie

[south crane]

[lean ridge]

Haha

[south crane]

i finally forced myself to learn arrays

and holy shit it makes stuff so much easier

[lean ridge]

@south crane In what language?

[south crane]

@lean ridge I'm using GML right now

but what I learn can be applied anywhere

[abstract scaffold]

alpaca's not mod 😮

[lean ridge]

@calm elm Hey, you seemed interested earlier. Do you want to hear more about me and my crush?

[calm elm]

@lean ridge , I️ would love to!! 😃

[lean ridge]

Good timing

She came over yesterday for help in math

The final is this Friday and she really wants help preparing

While she was here at my house, we mostly did math but we also talked a lot and shared more stories

At one point she mentioned doing this again on Wednesday or Thursday

So it looks like I scored another one!

[calm elm]

@lean ridge , eek!!! Yes, yes! Doing it again is a great sign! 😃

If it goes well, maybe suggest going to celebrate after the final? Movies Friday or Saturday?

[lean ridge]

Remember that Saturday is Christmas Eve Eve

I bet she’ll be super busy

Friday could work. I’m going to ask

[calm elm]

Oops, forgot. XD

[lean ridge]

See, I’m kind of in a stereotypical situation

[calm elm]

Hmm?

[lean ridge]

You know how in shows or movies the character with a crush never tells the crush they like them?

I’m forced to not do so until later

Because my crush ended up turning someone else down at the start of the year because she was too busy with school and college applications!

So, I’ve been waiting. Her application deadlines end on Jan 1

[calm elm]

Yeah, definitely wait. She's already stressing pretty hard.

She's got her priorities right at least. Planning for her future. 😃

[lean ridge]

Since this is the last week of school, I really want to seal the deal soon

Otherwise we’ll be separated during winter break and potentially lose some of the momentum we’ve built up

That’s why my plan is tell her how I feel on Friday, either right after the math final (of course, we have the same math class at the end of the school day) or, if we go to the movies afterwards, to tell her there

I don’t like having to “strategize” like this, but I do want to be prepared for something as big as telling her my feelings. The entire school semester has been building up to this moment!

Oh, and a side note: on her phone contacts, she has my name and a ➗ symbol next to it, because I’m her math guy

So I added a 🎬 symbol to her name because I admire her creative side

And she loves film and tv so much

She even loves video games!

She thinks it’s really cool that I want to be a video game designer

And I think it’s awesome that she wants to be a writer/producer for television

[calm elm]

Hmm. I wish you luck.

Are you guys thinking of applying to similar colleges?

[lean ridge]

Maybe

Her dream school is immensely expensive

If I apply there I’ll be weighed down a lot by the cost

Thankfully I got this letter saying that I can get scholarship money to any kind of college I go to, and her dream school is the kind that is applicable to this scholarship

However it’s still a lot at the end of the day

I really have my path planned out already, and it doesn’t go in the same direction as hers

I really can’t say if things will work past high school, but I think they can

That’s a distant worry

I still don’t even know if we can be together for just this school year!

But I really want to know

I’ve never liked someone this much before

I don’t have experience dating at all, haha

[calm elm]

Hey, we all start somewhere and I'm really excited for you!!

I was just worried she considers you as a study-buddy and not someone she wants to date.

But but but you will win her over if she has even half a brain to realize how amazing you are. ❤

If not, then you at least tried.

And it's better to ask her than think about the 'what if' for literally decades down the road.

[lean ridge]

Exactly. I’ve already decided I have to tell her how much I like her this week

There’s unfortunately someone else who likes her too, and I don’t know what to make of that

[calm elm]

She seems so sweet and lovely!

[lean ridge]

He is her ex but he still likes her and is trying to tell me to stay away from her

[calm elm]

Oh, if it's an ex, I wouldn't worry so much.

[lean ridge]

I haven’t obeyed that, as you can tell

[calm elm]

What's done is done.

[lean ridge]

Well, they are still friends

He even texted her twice while she was at my house

[calm elm]

If she's not interested in being more than friends with him, then it's the ex's problem in not accepting that.

[lean ridge]

Well, I’m not sure if that’s what Katlyn thinks

Idk why they broke up

Either way, it feels more like we can make it work

Katlyn and I are already really close

I’m going to try to talk to her every day this week

That way we can prep more for the math final

[calm elm]

Awesome. 😃

[lean ridge]

Do you guys have Homecoming dances at your schools?

[calm elm]

I think we did.

I'm not a dance person though.

[lean ridge]

Neither am I, or Katlyn

But Katlyn apparently will dance or sing shamelessly anyways

I think with her were the only times I ever enjoyed dancing or singing

We went to the dance together, with her best friend as well

And the three of us spent the whole time dancing! It was very physically taxing, gaha

[lyric wind]

do you finish baccalaureate with 18 yo too?

[lean ridge]

Yes?

[calm elm]

Yup! Most people are 18.

I was 17. And we also have some people who are 19.

[lyric wind]

i heard about countries finishing it around 16 and others 19 that's why xD

[calm elm]

Oooh, fair enough!

[lean ridge]

My crush is actually a year younger than most other people our grade

Note: this does not make me a pedophile

[calm elm]

I know. 😛

[lyric wind]

thats for the month he born i think, here if you were born at november/december, you are done

basically

[calm elm]

What do you mean?

[lyric wind]

with the month he is born i mean that if you are born at 10 december you will be the youngest boy in the classrom for example

[calm elm]

Oh!!

[lyric wind]

conversely if you are born in january then you are the most adult XD

[calm elm]

We have a cut off age here--I think it's like if you're born past August, you have to start school the next year.

[lyric wind]

lol

its quite diferent here

[lean ridge]

I was born in March 🤔

[lyric wind]

good month haha

[warm latch]

Here it works like TempestadUltra said -- so if you were born in June or before that, you'll be 19 when you graduate, otherwise you'll be 18

[exotic kite]

🆙 | Elle leveled up!

[lyric wind]

congratz hahaha

[lean ridge]

Heh

[warm latch]

(High school here lasts a year longer than in most other countries, I think)

[lean ridge]

I kind of wish we graduated at 16 instead of 18

[calm elm]

We have 12 grades--without counting nursery school or kindergarden.

[lean ridge]

I don’t need this much school

[lyric wind]

+1

[calm elm]

I wish we learned more in school that's applicable to real life.

Like how to write a resume, cover letter, do taxes, etc.

[lyric wind]

+99

[lean ridge]

School isn’t as fluid as it should be

It doesn’t adapt to society or teach kids about the world they live in

It just teaches everything else BESIDES that

[warm latch]

Yeah, we have 13 grades, so it's one more indeed 👍

[lean ridge]

School in the US got really bad recently

It turned into a monopoly

[lyric wind]

when you are in the school they teach you about every subject in order to make you to be ready for anything you want to study in the future but that isnt the best deal as they have to teach you the subject that you like/you are better so people who are really bad in mths and love languages for example wont be in a disadvantage with people who love mths and they are good in it

so if a 9yo kid is good in arts maybe they should prepare him to be an artist for example or to study architecture

i dont know if i am explaining good myself

[calm elm]

You are.

[lean ridge]

I think if school taught about how the world currently works and you learned about different jobs that people do and get to look into current events a lot more often, it would help kids more as well as make it not need to be so long

[calm elm]

And it makes sense to learn a little bit about everything to find out what you're passionate about.

[lean ridge]

I’ve known what I wanted to do for years without changing my mind

I don’t need to keep doing all this extra stuff

It honestly feels like I’m wasting time

[lyric wind]

sadly it will never change except if we make a new country :(

[lean ridge]

Or destroy this one >:D

[lyric wind]

give me time to get ready a few nuclear bombs e_e

xD

[lean ridge]

PURIFY HUMANITY

[lyric wind]

it sounds like the name of a good book

[lean ridge]

I think the way the US handles college is the most egregious

Here, you have to work extra hard in order to prove yourself worthy of being accepted to a college, but you still have to pay tons of money to go to them

It’s like you have to prove yourself worthy of an education

And then you’re also proving yourself worthy of paying for it

[calm elm]

I don't mind the proving yourself for a good education. I mind that we have to pay insane amounts of money to get the education.

These jobs are helping society and making the country better. We shouldn't have to pay insane amounts of money to the education needed for them.

[lean ridge]

I think the priority should be to educate as many as possible. Everyone should have a right to knowledge

[lyric wind]

here in spain we have "luck" with the "becas" (scholarship)

[exotic kite]

🆙 | TempestadUltra leveled up!

[lean ridge]

Oh so it’s like a lottery?

[lyric wind]

it doesnt mind if you are poor or rich, you can get your studies paid having a 5.5/10 as mark

if you have that, you get money from the goverment

and you get your studies paid

5.5/10 in baccalaureate, once you finish your first year of university, you need to have a 6.5/10 and pass almost 9/10 subjects

[lean ridge]

So they randomly give it out?

[lyric wind]

then you can continue receiving money

no no

when you finish baccalaureate

if your mark is a 5.5 out of 10, you get money, always

[lean ridge]

Oh, and is it hard to achieve that?

[lyric wind]

it doesnt mind if your university is in your city or not

no, it isnt

it is the minimum

5.5 is dumb haha, difficult woudl be 8/10

then, when you finish your firts year in the university

[lean ridge]

Lol

[lyric wind]

if you have 6.5 out of 10 and 9/10 subjects passed, yoj get more money to the next year

5.5/10 is like 50/100 in the US

so here it is easy to get it but each year our bad goverment makes it more difficult to get money xD

and give the money later and later

but whatever, at leats we get free studies

"free"

not bad

good deal

[lean ridge]

Hm, interesting

So education is easy in Spain?

[lyric wind]

i say "free" because hre we have the "social security", basically the doctors, hospitals, medicines free too

not easy, easy is to study, but it is not easy to pass the subjects

but to make the all system be free, we have "high" taxes to pay

[lean ridge]

I see

[lyric wind]

with taxes the goverment takes money to make it free, but "high" as it isnt that high actually

[lean ridge]

I think it’s “whole” instead of “all” brw

Btw*

[lyric wind]

ye true

thx

[lean ridge]

Is the government in debt?

Or are the taxes high enough that everything gets funded properly?

[calm elm]

Usually to have those services available, taxes are higher.

[lyric wind]

only in debt? do you know who is "Rajoy"?

Mariano Rajoy

i dont know if it sounds familiar to you

[lean ridge]

I don’t watch las noticias, haha

[lyric wind]

XD well, he is our president

one of the worst president this country has had, allllllll time corruption everywhere, stealing money, "recortes" (giving less money to education, social security, officials..)

and the country is like the titanic

[lean ridge]

Oh no

[lyric wind]

in any moment it will sink xD

you know, our debt is high as hell

and we barely were rescued by EU

as greece for example

[lean ridge]

Well you’re not alone. The US is like the Titanic if it was being driven by the iceberg

[lyric wind]

we werent rescued at the end, but we were/are near it

lel

i dont want to talk about Trump to be honest, i thik that the devil wouldnt be worst

[lean ridge]

I don’t have much to say that anyone else hasn’t said already, anyways

This got dark and serious fast XD

I was trying to rant about my crush first

[lyric wind]

lets talk about other thing, like, videogames for example :D

who plays PUGB'

[lean ridge]

Alas, I do not

I play Dark Souls and Dragon’s Dogma, those kind of games

And also Smash 4 sometimes

[lyric wind]

wow dragons dogma

i was thinking about playing it a few weeks ago

but finally i didnt do

it looks pretty good

[lean ridge]

It’s actually my favorite game of all time while also being a guilty pleasure

[lyric wind]

I play PUGB, battlefield, COH and total war mainly

[lean ridge]

It is the most fun game I’ve ever played

But you have to get through some parts with willpower

I initially disliked it, then it grew on me more and more

I think the more knowledge you have of the game, the more fun it is

[lyric wind]

mmm it sounds interesting, i may have a look of it

but i cannot buy it so i will download the game from torrent

piracy .X

[hushed flint]

i wanna get PUBG

[lyric wind]

save mney and buyt it

it is rlly rlly good

[hushed flint]

I play Fortnite most of the time

[lyric wind]

i tried it out once, but it is like the little son of pugb

soi removed the game the same day

[hushed flint]

Yeah

I'll probably try and get PUBG

[lyric wind]

and the graphics.. i dislike it xD its like cartoon, i dont know

i recommend you to do that

if you do it let me know and we can play together if you like

[hushed flint]

the graphics in fornite are very cartoon-like

i agree

[lean ridge]

Sometimes it’s beneficial to make the graphics have a style

That way it’s hard to tell if they’re not that good

Since you can’t criticize it for lacking realism

This is true in Plants vs Zombies for example

[lyric wind]

ye

personally i play a game (sometimes)depending of the graphics

i like the visual aspect of the games

if they arent nice from my point of view..

then i direclty dont try it out

but there are exceptions

i have played many games which are old or have bad graphics as tomb rider

old games i mean, not the last once xD

or half-life , cs 1.6, day of defeat

you know

[tardy locust]

I hope you like pixel graphics

[lean ridge]

BIG STUFF happened today at school

Specifically about the girl I like

Let me make things easier

My crush’s name is Katlyn

So now I don’t have to write “my crush” all the time

I went to go tell Katlyn about her ex, how he was telling to me to never talk to her anymore and he still likes her

Apparently, Katlyn knows he still likes her

She has rejected him over a dozen times

So, he’s not a threat

However, I felt like Katlyn was acting strange around me at lunch

She wouldn’t talk much. She was being reticent

And it made me feel awkward being there. I probably should have left after we talked about her ex, but I made the mistake of staying

So it was pretty awkward but at least her ex isn’t a problem. It’s kind of funny that they both despise him

[tardy locust]

don't talk about ex boyfriends, it's always a mood killer 😂

imho, just go out with her more, in one of those dates casually grab her hand and see how she reacts etc

if that keeps happening, then sooner or later kisses will follow

you've (probably) been telling everyone you like Katlyn so one of her friends must've told her

that's why she's acting different

imho telling someone you like them has a very high chance of being awkward, it's better if you're straightforward sooner, rather than later. That's why I recommend holding her hand as soon as possible, creating physical rapport etc. After a kiss you're pretty sure you like each other, no need for words.

Then again I might be completely wrong and this doesn't apply in your case

by the way, you should focus on genuine friendship as a gateway for attraction... don't think about "threats" and timings, I dunno. Be genuine and don't try so hard, life is never like movies or animuuu

[lean ridge]

My life is a high school musical

Even Katlyn agrees that we both live very clichéd lives

Do you really think all that physical stuff will work out? I don’t know if I feel comfortable with that

I’m a man of words

[tardy locust]

well, if you end up having a relationship how are you going to transition to kisses? You need to start somewhere 🤔

physicality is important

[lean ridge]

Perhaps

[tardy locust]

it also creates oxytocin

[lean ridge]

Well, it feels like it’d be awkward now. We’ve known each other for so long

[tardy locust]

indeed, I mean, that's something you start with

[lean ridge]

To just start being more physical will seem weird

It’d be easier to tell her that I like her a lot more now

And then see how things go

[tardy locust]

I'll be honest, she acting different and semi-awkward does not bode well

either way, I'm probably a bad adviser 😂

best of luck m8

just remember, true friendship > everything

not friendship as a gateway to someone's pants

[lean ridge]

She texted me a little earlier and cleared things up

She just said she’s not in a great mood right now

She’s stressed and busy and it’s making her moody, but it’s nothing personal

Also, about what you said

There is physical attraction - I think she’s cute

But I care a lot more about who she is

I really just want to spend more time with her. Except for today, she is one of the people I love talking to the most

We both seem to see the world through very similar eyes

I can bring up an experience or an opinion and she’ll have something almost parallel to that to bring up in response

I feel bad that she’s going through this. That’s why I’m going to buy her a Christmas gift that I hope makes things better

I also responded to her text with a scene containing what I think is one of the greatest lines of dialogue ever written about life

I believe I’ve already posted it in General

But here it is again

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=R2_Mn-qRKjA

[white osprey]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Time_in_Between_(TV_series)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eva_(2011_film)

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Palm_Trees_in_the_Snow

[dusky cedar]

Have you ever heared the 3 rules that ben shaphiro says? Finish School, get a Job, get Married before having a baby... in that order xD... and please don't use a talking horse as a reference

[abstract scaffold]

@desert forge I'm going through the basis of innocent until caught red-handed by me.

[desert forge]

ok lol

[abstract scaffold]

whats with these random cat photos?

[patent yarrow]

I though maybe people would like to see them

[gusty ermine]

Kitty!

[lean ridge]

My dog learned to stand

[tardy locust]

the correct place would've been #😂・memes @patent yarrow but it's okay

that's a cute dog

[patent yarrow]

Ok sorry

[gusty ermine]

(2(20/5))(Square root of -25) / ( (((square root of 144)/(square root of 4)) - (-2i^2))) (5^2 - (5*3)) )
That's i
QUICK MATHS

[lean ridge]

@calm elm I got her a candy bar of the same peppermint chocolate that was the flavor of those 15 kisses she ate at my house. She loved it, and gave me a hug :)

[calm elm]

@lean ridge , d'awwww!!!

That's so cute. 😃

[lean ridge]

It was great! The future looks bright 😄

Also, I tricked her into thinking it was a phone at first thanks to the shape of the wrapping 😉

I’m very happy with how things turned out

[fleet moat]

Guys, Oxenfree it's free to download for 48 hours in GOG. It's a good game!

[tardy locust]

Ty!

I'll check it out

[calm elm]

@tardy locust , what is it and how was the game?

[tardy locust]

No idea @calm elm

Hahah

I'm an hour away from my PC

[calm elm]

Ah, okay.

[fleet moat]

@calm elm https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tcQQkStphwE

[lean ridge]

https://78.media.tumblr.com/6985b34602b6c5ead8f059f361dfbf59/tumblr_omewejVZzC1s02vreo1_400.gif

[calm elm]

@fleet moat , looks too scary for me. 😭

[fleet moat]

Noo, what? The game has a bit of suspense to stay exciting

[calm elm]

I'm a weakling probably.

[fleet moat]

Maybe you could try

[calm elm]

To not be a weakling?

[hushed flint]

damn that game looks cool as hell

[fleet moat]

I mean, no jajaja. But it's not a bad idea

[lean ridge]

I’m super nervous but I’m going to ask my crush out after the final exam on Friday

It’s the very last thing the class does before winter vacation starts

So I’ll get the opportunity to talk to her about it afterwards

But oh boy, it gets my adrenaline pumping just thinking about it

[gusty ermine]

Go for it young boy

Its late for some of us

[calm elm]

@lean ridge , good luck!! 😃

[crystal elk]

^^^^

[frozen plaza]

We need a report afterwards

[hushed flint]

good luck bro!

[gusty ermine]

Good luck

[lean ridge]

Hey thanks

I guess I joined this server just in time for you guys to see the finale of this adventure

Although, hopefully, it’ll just be the true beginning 😉

[lost pier]

I believe in u

[lean ridge]

So does she

I complimented her hair today because she curled it somewhat

Next thing I know she’s taking selfies to capture her beauty

I think that means my opinion matters

[lean ridge]

Grrr why’d I say anything

[oak hamlet]

Are you okay?

[hushed flint]

what

[tardy locust]

you can do it dude

[lean ridge]

I don’t want to sound like I’m just having doubts

I’m trying to be very logical about this

I know how busy she’s been all year. Her college application deadlines are all on January 1st

[tardy locust]

college

[lean ridge]

It makes me think that there’s a higher possibility of her feeling too overworked to think of a relationship

I imagine that being so used to having little free time makes it harder to think of a relationship, since that’s so time consuming

It may be better to wait until next semester

I really don’t know

[tardy locust]

waiting sucks

either way, you know better than us 😮

discordians in Spanish

[white osprey]

https://www.speaky.com/

[lean ridge]

I suppose, but I still don’t feel confident with any of my options

[lean ridge]

I need to stop making decisions lol

Every time I change my mind, something happens and I feel like the other decision is more reasonable

We have a “date” to study for mat again tomorrow after school

Math*

We’re going to Yogurt Island (frozen yogurt place) for that, for about 2 hours

She can make the time to go out

But then again it’s for studying

However, it’s also a little much just to study, especially when the final won’t be that hard...

I really don’t know what to think

[lean ridge]

Lol I’m going insane

[oak hamlet]

I can only say best of luck to you buddy but don’t let it tear you down!!!!

[lusty temple]

being rejected is one of the worst experience in life 😢

[desert forge]

😢

[lean ridge]

I know, it happened to me once before at prom

[tardy locust]

IMHO, you're overthinking

[lean ridge]

Yeah, I agree

My principle has always been to think carefully so that I know the best course of action to take

However I can’t figure out the best thing to do here

I’ll see how things go today during our study session

[lusty temple]

sometimes being rational isn't the best, especially in things that involve feelings

[lean ridge]

So, even though rationally, I know she’s too busy rn for a relationship to seem thinkable, emotionally, we’ve got a lot of momentum going and it would be nice to let her know by the end of the semester

[crystal elk]

You could tell her and just be really good friends until she has enough time to take it to the next level.

[lean ridge]

Yeah, I suppose

I bought her Dark Souls as a gift

I know she thinks video games are awesome

She loves books, tv, movies, games, etc.

She and I have that in common

I think they’re all art, and a great part of life

That’s probably the characteristic about her I like the most, her shared interest with me in art

I wrote her a note, too, to go with the gift

Want to see it?

[crystal elk]

Sure 😀

[lean ridge]

Sorry for bad handwriting

[fleet moat]

Man, you write very well!

[crystal elk]

^^^

That was so lit

She's gonna love it

[fleet moat]

off: Is it normal make gifts like this? I mean, you only make a letter to her and nobody else or is something cultural?

[lucid junco]

Ksndkskkkeiehdjsks

It used to be popular back when the internet didn’t exist.

I’ve done it before. It’s definitely better than just sending a message online, IMHO.

[lean ridge]

Well I did buy her a video game to go with it

Also, thank you! I appreciate your appreciation of my writing 😁

[lean ridge]

I think it says in the letter that I bought her Dark Souls

[tardy locust]

What about the lovey dovey kissy part?

more actiooon, more initiative

Well, hopefully soon. Maybe I'm pressuring a bit too much. I'm just old I guess

[lean ridge]

Remember, she’s really tight on time due to schoolwork/college apps

She says she should have a lot more free time next semester

I feel like, for her, the thought of a relationship is too much considering how used to not having free time she is

I could be wrong

[tardy locust]

Ok, just saying, physicality needs to come into existence somehow... That's why Japan doesn't make babies anymore

I'm half-joking

Best of luck

tips fedora

[lean ridge]

Um... I’m not sure what to take from that...

Heh

[fleet moat]

Look man, i'll tell my view..

If you do nothing, nothing will happen. And if you don't do anything you're going to stay in the "friend zone", and it's hard to get out of there.

[torn jewel]

Big Bad Bug's situation

[lean ridge]

So she opened my gift

“You’re such a good friend”

NOOOOOOOOO

[cursive wave]

Shit dude

My condolences

[torn jewel]

[tardy locust]

Maybe there's hope

[hushed flint]

don't give up

[fleet moat]

yeah, follow the advice of jp

[hushed flint]

*advice

[fleet moat]

and remember..

https://boygeniusreport.files.wordpress.com/2016/04/dark_souls_you_died.jpg?quality=98&strip=all

[lean ridge]

Yeah maybe she wasn’t trying to drop a hint

[tardy locust]

Grab her hand casually dude, like I dunno, just for a few moments then drop it, then again...

Her reaction will tell you everything

[lean ridge]

What? Under what circumstances would I do that?

When we’re next at the movies?

[tardy locust]

Talking to hee

Her

Shooting the shit

Casually

[lean ridge]

Probably could’ve done that at Yogurt Island today

But hey, next time we hang out, we’ll have more time

@tardy locust I still think that enough time has passed where that seems awkward now. Idk it’s just all so confusing

[fleet moat]

You just need to change a little..

I like this phrase

https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/8b/45/ab/8b45abeb289e1ac98ab83c4baa194211.jpg

[lean ridge]

I need to change?

What good is all the advice about being myself and let her like me for who I am? Why is who I am not good enough for anybody?

I want to be the best I can be, always, yet I don’t even know what’s wrong with me

[tardy locust]

For better or for worse, few women take the initiative

You have to initiate it

[fleet moat]

Nothing is wrong with you, I can explain it much easier in Spanish. Damnn!

[lean ridge]

So the stuff about her being busy rn and a relationship seeming like too much because of that, it doesn’t matter?

[tardy locust]

@lean ridge nothing is wrong with you btw, my dude

Oh, nano said it

Haha adhd

[lean ridge]

Lol

Okay, thanks

[fleet moat]

No one starts with a relationship, or thinking about it.. You have to be comfortable with physical contact, so it's good to start by touching it on the arm casually (for example). No one says "I like you" and directly kisses someone without some physical contact (maybe in clubs).

[lean ridge]

I do get worried about that. I’ve been rejected A LOT...

[tardy locust]

Oh, that explains the caution

[lean ridge]

I’ve never had a girl like me

[tardy locust]

I failed so many times because I didn't initiate when I felt the spark the strongest

Then I became too straightforward haha, didn't work that well either

The middle way

Is the best

[lean ridge]

Everything is best when balanced

[fleet moat]

It's like learning a new language, you need to fail sometimes xD

[lean ridge]

I guess. It upsets me sometimes when I get turned down so much that it’s like I don’t belong here with other people

My reputation at school is indicative of that

A lot of people are jealous of me, because they think I’m intelligent and perpetually happy. This is because I never express any weaknesses or vulnerabilities to just anyone, so nobody else sees any of my problems and thinks I have a great life

And I do have a great life, btw

I’m very thankful

But at the same time, most people don’t really see me the same way they see most other people

They don’t really see me as someone they really want to talk to

I have a very small group of genuine friends and a very large group of people who are just there, look up to me and think I’m nice and talented but have no real interest in me

Katlyn, my crush, is one of the only people where we relate on so many levels. I don’t know how much that means to her but it means a lot to me and I really want to spend all the time I can with her

It’s been my motivation this whole semester

[fleet moat]

Relax, take it easy!

[tardy locust]

Sounds like covert narcissism

Then again I'm no expert

Lots of stuff on Google though

[lean ridge]

Heh sorry for the textwall spam

I’m always seeking to be the best me I can be

I try to be aware of what others think of me so I can see my faults as well as what I’m doing right

So it does make me kind of narcissistic when I’m always thinking about those sort of thinks

[tardy locust]

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/communication-success/201601/7-signs-covert-introvert-narcissist?amp

I spent all my Life thinking narcissism was being in love with yourself, turns out it's the opposite

[lean ridge]

Huh...

[lean ridge]

Well, I woke up early from anxiety dreams about her

And then I read this article

Now I just feel really down

[tardy locust]

Oh boi, big hugs, there's nothing to worry about

[abstract scaffold]

Random facts about 14, day 1: most of my life, I've been pronouncing the word hotel incorrectly

[lusty temple]

@JP_: sorry for highlighting you. I'm testing some stuff and you were chosen the victim 😂

@tardy locust sorry for highlighting you. I'm testing some stuff and you were chosen the victim 😂

[tardy locust]

no problem

[calm elm]

Good luck, Big Bad Bug.

Glad the guys here are giving you advice.

Just a word of caution: if she's not feeling it, then don't push. It gets really awkward and honestly may make her feel unsafe.

Happened to a friend of mine. She said no to this guy a bunch of times and nicely shut down his advances for anything without being firm so she wouldn't across as a witch, but he legit wouldn't let it go.
She eventually had to talk to someone and basically said, "He's a really nice guy. But he doesn't seem to understand I'm not interested. Can I get some help from the school?" That's how unsafe she felt. 😦

[lusty temple]

@calm elm that's painful for both 😕

[calm elm]

Yeah. It wasn't super dramatic in the school, thankfully, but it wasn't a good situation.

I only brought it up 'cause sometimes people are told to go for who they really want and try different things and be persistent. But can forget that if someone isn't interested, then leave them alone. Not just because there are many fish in the sea, but because they're also another person who doesn't deserve being pressured like that.

--For me, it's like feeling, "I did everything I was suppose to in order to get this person to like me. So they obviously do and they just don't want to tell me."

[lusty temple]

Pffff. One-sided love is horrible, especially when the people get obsessed about it. I've lived it from both sides and I'm not sure which one is worst.

[calm elm]

Not being wanted vs. always having someone creep on you.

It sucks either way. 😕

[lusty temple]

Well, no. On further reflection, not being wanted is definitely worst.

[calm elm]

Have you ever had someone creep on you constantly?

[fleet moat]

I would never recommend being a stalker xD

[calm elm]

That feeling of being unsafe is horrendous. You don't feel secure in your own skin.

[loud pilot]

Not being wanted is cool, it's way worse if she literally claims love for you and a few weeks after out of nowhere she just stop giving two shits about you for no apparent reason; I've been dead since then. whoops I said a bad word

[calm elm]

Maybe the girl liked the chase. And when that was gone, she didn't wanna just settle into being in a relationship.

Sounds like a horrible human.

[desert forge]

not even a human

an alien

[loud pilot]

she's not horrible that's just how things are if she just wants a passtimer it's completely ok, but you have to say it, don't go around claiming love to people that's a serious dick move lol

[lusty temple]

@calm elm yes, it happened to me twice. It was uncomfortable for me and I did feel bad because I really appreciated them, but it was much harder for me not being wanted.

[loud pilot]

and so it comes the say you have to believe in actions not words

well videogames doesn't offers me that kind of problem

[fleet moat]

Lol

[lusty temple]

@calm elm I'm a very patient and comprenhensive person and tried my best to not hurt their feelings. On the other hand, the girl who I loved was much less patient than me 😢

[calm elm]

Darn, I'm sorry. 😦

You're still young. Go out there and meet a girl who appreciates you.

[lusty temple]

@calm elm Thanks 🙂

[lean ridge]

It’s been affecting me all day

It was supposed to be final exams today but I felt so dreary and uncaring that it was like nothing mattered

That’s why it’s good that winter break just began!

I need to take a break and forget about her a bit

I can only imagine how much that must’ve hurt for you guys after hearing those stories

[calm elm]

It's how we learn.

[lean ridge]

I’m sorry. I’ve used this server for nothing but complaints

I’m not healthy and I think only a break will help.

Bye, and thank all of you for your time

[desert forge]

are you leaving the server or something

[lean ridge]

Leaving Discord

[desert forge]

oh

bye :u

[calm elm]

@lean ridge , no, come back!!

We like spending time with you.

And plenty of us ask for advice on the server!!

I outright complain about being hungry, it being cold, and a bunch of personal stuff.

[tardy locust]

@lean ridge hey man, we're a support group too and we like you, you should hang out here don't worry. You can also learn Spanish

Actually if you leave it would makes us sad, we enjoyed your posts a lot btw, they made us think about our old crushes

[lean ridge]

Okay, I’ll stay. I got emotional but I think I figured things out

I talk too much about my crush on Discord

It makes my worries about her get magnified to the point that I’m stressing unhealthily

And I started to base all of my motivation and happiness on her, because it was making me so happy when good things happened between us

But it also has had the effect of making me feel devastated just at the thought of her not liking me back

So I’m going to try to focus on other things instead, and hopefully talk about that

The two things that get me really moody are thinking about being unaccepted in the world and about school because mine is really bad

[crystal elk]

Well, we're here for you, and we're glad you're deciding to stay.

'cause you're pretty cool

[lean ridge]

Hey, thanks. I’m surprised I came across as pretty cool. I’m rather embarrassed by my behavior

[native fable]

So I’m going to try to focus on other things instead
you said it

I mean, I'm not saying it's bad to think about these kinds of problems or anything

but like, it's better to think abut them when it's the right moment

say, idk, when you find balance between emotions and rationalism

meanwhile, focusing on other stuff is probably your best option

that has helped me a lot when I have my own problems with, you guessed it, thinking about a crush lol

say, idk, when you find balance between emotions and rationalism
by that I mean when you're able to think about it thoughtfully without making the error of appealing to hasty (?) conclusions purely based on emotions of sadness and extreme joy, but at the same time not throwing it to the trash thinking it's the best for you or that it doesn't matter anymore (an example of this would be thinking that a relationship is worthless because no relationship lasts forever and therefore you will suffer even more when you get to one (idk , I have had such thoughts lol))

[tardy locust]

Rumination is the keyword I think https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/depression-management-techniques/201604/rumination-problem-in-anxiety-and-depression

[lean ridge]

Wow, that’s amazing JP

I’m glad you think I’m on the right track Oscar

Literally the first thing I thought of when I woke up was my crudh

Crush*

Hopefully by the end of winter break, she’ll be the last thing

[calm elm]

It'll probably take a good month to stop thinking about her. If you force yourself to do it too early, it makes you feel bitter towards her and can make things awkward, so be careful. Don't rush it!!

I kinda imagine she'll be one of those women who's 'waiting for the right time to focus on her love life' that she'll never have dated till like 28--after setting up her perfect job and her perfect home. And then wakes up and realizes she's so lonely.

[lusty temple]

you can stop being alone at whatever age you are. it just demands a change of attitude

[lean ridge]

Okay, I’ll try not to

I might text her Merry Christmas, and later in January I’ll ask her if she wants to go the movies with me

But otherwise I won’t text her so I can get a break

[calm elm]

Yeah. Hang out with someone else.

Maybe hang out with another girl and see if it makes her jealous.

If she doesn't get jealous, then time to move on.

If it does maker he jealous, ignore her. Keep going with the other girl. Take the girl to prom. Treat the girl like a goddamn princess and make this girl forever regret not saying yes.

Let it eat her up all night and day.

Best revenge.

[gusty ermine]

wow wow I should remember never piss you off xD

[fleet moat]

Jajaj

Same

[lean ridge]

Wow

Eh, maybe I won’t do something that extreme

I don’t want to be mean to her

[calm elm]

You're not being mean to her. You're being nice to someone else.

Best loophole.

And if she ever comments on it, you can always say, "I thought you weren't interested. Do you have a rule that if you don't like me, I'm suppose to never date anyone ever? I've moved on. I thought you would be happy for me."

[lusty temple]

Only do that if you really fall in love with somene else. Don't play with the feelings of another girl just to get your crush jealous. Nobody deserves that.

[calm elm]

Yeah, don't hurt someone else like that.

If you both go in on it together and seriously fall in love, it would be the best ending ever.

I NEED TO MAKE A MOVIE.

...I may not be the best person to give advice on this...

[lean ridge]

I couldn’t do that to her; that’s the kind of thing I’d abhor so much if someone did that to me. Think of how awful it’d make you feel to see your crush going for someone else

Sure it’s a huge relief to realize they like you back

But it isn’t necessary to add all that stress and disappointment on top of it

It sounds like what a cartoon character would do in some generic plot

[calm elm]

It's not called revenge if it makes her feel good.

You're a good person.

I watch too many cartoons. They've taught me the wrong lessons.

[lean ridge]

Hey, it worked!

I lost my doubts and worries

It only took a day :)

[crystal elk]

Yay! 😀

[lean ridge]

I was looking through old pictures and remembered all the pictures of my crush and me

It revitalized my hope

[abstract scaffold]

hace poco, pense que /shrug era un tableflip porque parecia como una mesa volteada.

<<< dumb%%%

[lean ridge]

¯_(ツ)_/¯

(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

[lone furnace]

┬─┬ ノ( ゜-゜ノ)

[lean ridge]

Katlyn texted me this morning to tell me Merry Christmas! It’s a Christmas miracle!!!

[gusty ermine]

Did you text her back?

[lean ridge]

Of course 😉

I asked her what cool stuff she got, and wished her a Merry Christmas as well

[desert forge]

gud

you dont wanna be those assholes who dont text back

[lean ridge]

Okay, we texted for awhile before I mentioned that she can come with me to the movies

Then the responses stopped coming in

[desert forge]

rip

[lean ridge]

Yeah I’m never that kind of person

But Katlyn totally is lol

Dagnabbit

I got a chance again and failed

I am unworthy

[crystal elk]

Don't be so hard on yourself my man

[calm elm]

Give her time. She might be checking for her availability. It's the holidays and families get touchy if you make plans for friends.

[lean ridge]

She said “haha that’s fun - lol I forgot that I actually did 20 dollars to Barnes and Nobles but my family just got here so I’ll talk to you later”

“That’s fun” - what?

How is that a response to me saying “I’m thinking of going to the movies and you’re welcome to come with me if you’d like”

[tardy locust]

I think what she did/wrote is the polite way of saying no

Well, not that polite, mind you

But ignoring the issue is one of the ways ppl say no

[lean ridge]

Curses

Well, I guess that’s the ebd

End

I really should have just left...

[calm elm]

You guys could still be friends.

But definitely listen to my main man, @tardy locust . He's good with reading people.

[lean ridge]

Hm, alright

I want to believe that I’m just reading into it too much

After all this has happened before, in which she seemed like she was being awkward around me but it ended up being that she was just moody from stress

But at the same time, the way she delayed replying as soon as I mention doing something together, and then says “that’s fun” makes it hard to not fear the worst

[gusty ermine]

Breathe

[lean ridge]

Hyperventilates

[crystal elk]

What happened?

[lean ridge]

Nothing I’m just overacting

My mom said that Katlyn seems like she’s too nice of a girl to turn me down like that

She said to keep my hopes up

[lusty temple]

tenía un profesor de matemática que decía que cuando uno tiene las expectativas muy altas (y hacía con la mano el gesto de una línea horizontal a la altura del pecho), también la caída desde ese sitio duele mucho más

en cambio si uno tiene las expectativas bajas, digamos a la altura de la rodilla, la caída es mucho menor

no digo ser pesimista, pero creo que es bueno como filosofía de vida tener las expectativas bajas (especialmente de las cosas que no dependen de uno), para evitar darse unos buenos porrazos

(Comentario aparte: este profesor del que hablo fue uno de los mejores que tuve; además de ser un excelente profesor en lo académico dijo muchas cosas en las clases de las que no me olvido más. Con ningún profesor tuve una relación tan estrecha como con él, al punto que le regalé a fin de año un libro sobre la historia del ajedrez.)

[torn jewel]

Oh tengo un profesor como eso, que vive en mi ciudad y quien todavia visito para hablar de matematicas o cualquiera

[tardy locust]

Que buena historia

Para el amor también se necesita sabiduría

[lean ridge]

I had more anxiety dreams about her

I can’t escape my screwed up mind

[oak hamlet]

Don’t be dramatic man just move on... it’s already hard to dwell on someone who has hurt you

[graceful coral]

Just do what I do

Eat through the pain

[tardy locust]

Watch series or read a book

Become engrossed with another story

Instead of yours

[graceful coral]

Damn that’s deep

[lean ridge]

I’ll try

Most entertainment reminds me of her, because that was the best thing we shared a love for

[oak hamlet]

How about I drown out your sad love story with my sad love story?

[south crane]

ooh im ready for this

who do i kill mary:

?*

[oak hamlet]

😢 it still doesn’t hurt me to this day

Once upon a time

[lusty temple]

when I suffered from unrequited love, I learned touch typing

and it was quite useful

[oak hamlet]

What’s that?

[lusty temple]

typing without looking at the keyboard

[oak hamlet]

Uhhh

[south crane]

american school make students learn that

[oak hamlet]

What’s the point of that?

[south crane]

at least mine did

it allows faster typing mary

[oak hamlet]

Yeah but I thought it had something to do with unrequited love

[lusty temple]

I type ~110 wpm

[south crane]

i avg 80, but I can do 100+ if needed

[oak hamlet]

Nice I got 137 once

[south crane]

did you just type two letters:

[oak hamlet]

I hated that fucking class

[south crane]

?

[lusty temple]

well, most of typing games are in English

[oak hamlet]

No it was a line on the keyboarding program

[lusty temple]

In Spanish I can reach higher speeds

[oak hamlet]

You’re telling me there’s not a single spanish typing game?

[south crane]

he said most

taco

[lusty temple]

most important ones are in English

[loud pilot]

i type one letter at a t i m e

[south crane]

i only use my index fingers'

[oak hamlet]

Then you type ~110 wpm in what language?

[south crane]

its actuslly really inaccurate anmd tough'

[lusty temple]

English

[spice oak]

How can I test how many words I can type per minute?

[south crane]

croe que en espanol escribo a la misma velocidad

[oak hamlet]

There’s a bot for it

[lusty temple]

when I type English, my accuracy sucks

[south crane]

https://typing-speed-test.aoeu.eu/

[spice oak]

Oh, wow

[oak hamlet]

Then idk Pierrot try using a spanish program

[lusty temple]

in Spanish I have a much bettter acurracy and that's why my speed is higher

[spice oak]

If I remember the words correctly, I can type fairly quick in Spanish

[south crane]

for me i struggle on typing tests because i have to read the words on them

[spice oak]

But it takes me a while to type the n with a ~ ... Because I use an English keyboard. And this keyboard I'm using right now doesn't even have a number pad, so I have to copy and paste

[south crane]

if i know what im typing and can look at the keyboard im even faster

[spice oak]

I don't look at my keyboad. o:

[real imp]

Same

[lusty temple]

Typeracer and NitroType are the most famous typing games on the Web

[spice oak]

What does the "no-filter" tag mean?

[oak hamlet]

You get a special channel

[south crane]

that was touch typing

[spice oak]

Wowzer

[real imp]

Ri🅱

[south crane]

in dutch i got 54 wpm. i dont speak dutch but it was fun

[real imp]

Lol

[lusty temple]

Yeah but I thought it had something to do with unrequited love <- It helped me to don't ruminate on the depressing feelings

[spice oak]

Instead of "pose", I typed "people" gah...

[lusty temple]

people is an ugly word for typing lol

[south crane]

yea i usually accidentally type poeple

[spice oak]

Ahaha.

Glad I'm not the only one.

[real imp]

Wat xD

[south crane]

poeple

[tardy locust]

I came here for Mary's story, left disappointed

[south crane]

same

[oak hamlet]

Hahaha

Well I just had an existential crisis

Why the FUCK am I learning Spanish

When my heart longs for a Brazilian boy

[tardy locust]

cause we're cool as fuck and it's the second most spoken language in the world?

[oak hamlet]

😣

[tardy locust]

I'll let you tell your story 😮

[oak hamlet]

Okay so once upon a time there was this boy

He was cute, perfect, amazing, funny

And I liked him

Turns out he didn’t like me

So i left and moved on

The end

[tardy locust]

deep

[fleet moat]

I love simple stories

[oak hamlet]

I hope you took something away from this

[south crane]

aprende portugues comigo

[oak hamlet]

Probablemente

Porque en el próximo año voy a tomar la clase de AP Spanish

Y ya aprenderé el español ahí

[calm elm]

If that boy doesn't comprehend that a beautiful elfen princess thinks he's basically George Clooney, then he obviously got a lobotomy without telling you. You don't need a guy who does medical experiments on himself.

[tardy locust]

guys are dumb btw, we don't get slight nods and prods

[oak hamlet]

Maybe his mom did the lobotomy

[tardy locust]

you have to literally shove your body towards us and kiss us

hahah

[oak hamlet]

Hmmm maybe I should start learning Portuguese 🤔

It’s either that or I go hard in spanish

[lusty temple]

is George Clooney attractive for you? @calm elm

Lol

I think he's a very unexpressive actor.

[calm elm]

I like the person as well.

Rather, I like his wife. He's this big shot, very handsome man that's so well know and respected. I thought he would eventually marry someone and have her as his arm candy.

NOPE.

He marries someone so, so inteligent and hard working. He's her arm candy. 😃

[lusty temple]

I know very little about private life of celebrities

[calm elm]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V0tfIut5oJU

55 sec. Check it out!

[lusty temple]

one of the coolest actors in my opinion is Leonardo DiCaprio. apart from being good-looking, he's very talented and I loved his documentary about global warming

[calm elm]

Catch Me if You Can was really good.

[south crane]

my favorite actress is Dominique Provost-Chalkley

[lusty temple]

my favourite DiCaprio movie is The Great Gatsby, although he had worked on many awesome movies

[tardy locust]

Di Caprio is a very nice person, I agree

[gusty ermine]

@lusty temple, ever seen the movie "up in the air".

[lusty temple]

No, I haven't @gusty ermine

[gusty ermine]

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1193138/

[lusty temple]

I'll watch it when I have the opportunity although I have gotten bored systematically in most of movies wherethat George Clooney plays a role in

[gusty ermine]

The movie is not about George, rather about life approaches. Relationships in the movie are a bit shady ...

[lusty temple]

Nice 😃

[lean ridge]

@oak hamlet I’m sorry to hear that. I’ve never had anyone I like feel the same way, and I’ve tried with a LOT of people over several years. It builds up and is really destructive to self esteem from my experience

I’m glad you can say that it hasn’t hurt you at all since happening

[oak hamlet]

Maybe it’s your looks

Well I just want you to think the same way as me, because I never really took stuff as a loss

[lean ridge]

Do you want to see “my looks?”

I’d like to think I’m not that repulsive

[oak hamlet]

Hahahaha

Yes show me!

[lean ridge]

I think it’s more my personality. I’m not normal enough

Okay, I’ll show you the photo of Katlyn and me at the school dance

[oak hamlet]

You seem like a decent guy to me despite the fact that I haven’t spoken to you much

[oak hamlet]

Katlyn 🙄

Heyyyy you’re not bad!

Lol sorry I doubted your looks

[lean ridge]

Punchline: I’m worse than bad

Lol I took it as a random joke

No offense takwn

Taken

[oak hamlet]

Idk cause I thought you got a good personality and you said that no girl has ever liked you so I just assumed it’s cause of how you looked

Well boo

[lean ridge]

No I think my personality is the problem

I’m too... eager

[lusty temple]

you'd be a great couple. bad for katlyn

[lean ridge]

When I like someone

[oak hamlet]

It might be your height?

[lean ridge]

Heh that too

With boots she’s taller than me

And she always wears boots

[oak hamlet]

Lol REEP

[lean ridge]

Stupid boots...

[oak hamlet]

Why don’t you wear boots?

[lusty temple]

Is the height that important??

[lean ridge]

Because they’re annoying to put on

[oak hamlet]

No but for some girls it might be something that turns her off

[lean ridge]

I can literally slip in and out of my shoes without touching the laces

It is slightly less attractive to be shorter

Shorter than the other person, at least

I hate how short I an

Am

I get made fun of for it often

[oak hamlet]

Aw 😦

Height isn’t everything..... at least for me

[lean ridge]

I know

[lusty temple]

there're lot of really famous actors who are short: Trom Cruise, Di Caprio, etc

[oak hamlet]

There’s this one guy at my school who is as tall as me but he’s so hot 😍😍

[lean ridge]

I want to improve my personality but I’m not sure what to do

I’ve tried to be more in control of awkwardness

I think part of me is just who I am and I can’t change that

[oak hamlet]

I’m not saying you’re ugly but maybe you could change your looks first

[lean ridge]

I’m naturally very attached to the people I like and I think that comes off the wrong way

[oak hamlet]

Start with skincare and get a new haircut

Nope that’s not too unattractive, some girls like it

[lean ridge]

I haven’t found one like that

I haven’t found one that likes me

[oak hamlet]

Man don’t make me sad 😢

[lean ridge]

Although some gay guys did, I think, but I am straight

Anyways I think I’m the problem because it’s been too many girls that can’t see me that way

“It’s not them, it’s me”

[lusty temple]

I'm absolutely sure that some girls like you. They simply haven't done anything to let you know

[lean ridge]

Gtg, I’ll be back in maybe 20 mins?

[lusty temple]

Be confident 😉

[oak hamlet]

Yeah there’s plenty of fish 🎣

[lean ridge]

Before I go, I want to emphasize that my point is that I’m looking to be less awkward. Maybe you could help with that with some advice?

😃

BYE

[oak hamlet]

Ok I’m as weird as it gets tho

[calm elm]

Going on the internet to learn from other weirdoes to be less weird is probably not the best advice.

[lean ridge]

You guys seem pretty normal thpigh

Though

[gusty ermine]

@lean ridge How old are you?

¿Cuantos años tienes?

[crystal elk]

We all have our own quirks that make us weird. Being weird is just part of what makes us human.

[tardy locust]

I got rejected constantly until college

So... Yeah

I'm guessing he's in highschool

[cursive wave]

see... if you never try then you cant get rejected either

[loud pilot]

underrated comment ^

[cursive wave]

btw zam... im addicted to Civ again

[loud pilot]

shall we clash our civilizations in a never ending cycle of war and peace?

[cursive wave]

sounds good

[calm elm]

Was trying to play TTS by myself--a game of Settlers and I don't know how to set it up. 😭

@loud pilot , help!!

[lean ridge]

I’m 17.833333 years old @gusty ermine

[loud pilot]

hahaha

@calm elm let me turn on my desktop

[cursive wave]

woah

am i invited??

@calm elm @loud pilot

[calm elm]

YASSSSS. Get in here!!

[loud pilot]

nope 😛

[cursive wave]

😤

[calm elm]

Wanna be my +1?

[cursive wave]

ohh serene

whats your steam?

also how do i join

[calm elm]

Zam will possibly send us an invite. 😃

[loud pilot]

I'm opening the game

[cursive wave]

cool

[cerulean fulcrum]

hey hey! I figured I’d try saying hi in the off topic/in english ✌️

[tardy locust]

Hi hi!

Are you new on the server?

[cerulean fulcrum]

I sure am!

I finished the duolingo tree and now I’m crazy for new knowledge advancing content

[tardy locust]

Oops, I'm back! Cool, welcome @cerulean fulcrum hopefully we can help you learn a lot here

[abstract scaffold]

on my other laptop that i dont really use that often, i cant tell purple from blue really. they look awfully similar

[tardy locust]

oh

🤔

that's not good

[abstract scaffold]

@calm elm grats on mod

dunno how late i am on that

[calm elm]

@abstract scaffold , Gracias!!! Just got it today, so right on time. 😃

[abstract scaffold]

I remember the time where my internet was so slow, I had to use 360p. I didn't mind 360p at the time. 240p was aids when my internet really was so floppy.

Now I can barely stand 480p

[shrewd fjord]

144p wuz kangz

[desert forge]

72p

[gusty ermine]

h

[tardy locust]

I miss big bad bug's updates

[crystal elk]

^^^^^

[abstract scaffold]

I watch my videos on 1p

[desert forge]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T_iQn6KSPfg

another animation i made

took all day

;c

[lean ridge]

I have no updates

Nothing has happened

Katlyn has not texted back since Christmas

[calm elm]

Welcome the New Year with a smile.

If she's not interested, at least you gave it a try. 😃

[torn jewel]

Its a skill to be able to enjoy something just for what it is and to not be attached to the outcome

[lean ridge]

I had an enjoyable time “pursuing her affection” if you will

It’s just not enjoyable now

However this is kind of what I was expecting anyways. Even if we got together, we’d have to break up as school ended because we would be too distant from each other for too long in college

So, it’s basically the entire best case scenario, but halved in magnitude.

[oak hamlet]

rip story's over

don't be discouraged from other girls though

[tardy locust]

I hope we hear more stories later

[grizzled hedge]

@lean ridge yeah I was always discouraged from dating because we’d have to move apart and break up anyways

But I was in a small town with no opportunity so

[tardy locust]

full of cousins

am I right?

[lean ridge]

It’ll be awkward seeing her from now on

Watch, I’ll end up getting seated next to her next year

[tardy locust]

a true sitcom

[oak hamlet]

seated where?

[lean ridge]

In math class

At least she can see me in my beet subject but still

Best*

It’ll be awkward to be around her. I need a proper rejection before I can truly accept that she doesn’t like me

Otherwise I keep being hopeful

Plus I keep having dreams about her

[torn jewel]

Ah yes the dreams

[tardy locust]

rejecting someone is haaard

that's why soft rejection happens more often

[lean ridge]

Which causes more pain

[calm elm]

It can make the person saying no look like t total witch.

And people don't want to do that. Generally, they don't want to hurt someone's feelings so bad unless it's required--like constant nagging for a date might cause an erruption of a hard rejection. At that point, they're just trying to stop being harrased.

[gusty ermine]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue

[tardy locust]

[lean ridge]

What in blazes

[crystal elk]

[gusty ermine]

a mi me gustaba mucho la historia

si tienes otra, cuentamela

[lucid junco]

JP fail

:^)

[warm shell]

este tipo es de todo