cant rejoin my own server because of lifesteal

[warm swallow]

You can unban yourself from your server by typing pardon username into the live console on the server dashboard.

You can also temporarily remove the plugin if it's preventing you from rejoining or modifying your hearts.

[rough rose]

im not sure if it was a ban or not so im gonna try pardon in a second

pardon says it unbans me but doesnt change anything, and for some reason the lifesteal plugin doesnt appear