It's only been a week and I've already felt rather overwhelmed yet blue. So many shifts are happening to me at once. Not only i'd have to get used to the studying lifestyle that i haven't experienced since 5 years ago, i have to get used to live in Germany, buying groceries, talking with other Germans, cooking daily, booking appointments with officials and doing paperwork. Back at my country, food is so cheap, I can still save my money while buying food. Meanwhile, I'd be afraid to spend a single euro on non necessities. We don't need to make appointments for doctors, banks, and other companies. We'd just get in, do our business, and get out with our business complete.
My food is boring because i can't cook well. My mind is cluttered with conflicts between my needs and wants. Not even doing my wants is fun as if i have my needs nagging on me. My days also feel a lot slower, contemplative, boring. I feel like i need to eat, drink, or do something to not feel dread.
Any tips, guidance, advices?