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north torrent
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I bought three pairs of headphones.

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Who were less that $10usd.

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The other cost about $90usd.

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These haven't been sold in over a year, but I found some left over in a sketchy warehouse store in China.

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Then buy one.

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Or buy 4. Put one on each arm and leg.

light spruce
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that's ... not where I would put it

north torrent
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Well, nobody is stopping you from putting your subwoofer wherever you want.

neon crystal
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Does anyone have a game idea? 3D game

mossy nexus
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Yes.

neon crystal
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Ye tell me

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@zinc matrix @mossy nexus

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Dont just say yes then

foggy path
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Iron Chef the Videogame

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IT tech support the Videogame

neon crystal
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I have nothing with u

foggy path
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Water gun battle royale

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How many more do you need

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:D

neon crystal
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Alot more and good ones

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Not bad ones

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I need a serious idea

foggy path
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A rally game with guns

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a Judge Dredd based first person shooter

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Discord moderator The Videogame

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:D

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An 80s Miami drug smuggling game

mossy nexus
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A maze in which you are chased my ghosts of the innocent souls you have killed in your previous life. You earn points by planting spoons in the ground and eating turnips.

foggy path
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frankly if I had enough time I'd make all the ideas I just listed

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who says they are bad ideas

mossy nexus
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Timmy does, apparently

foggy path
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Iron Chef the Videogame would be dope as fuck

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oh yeah

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!gameidea or something?

zinc matrix
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Want game ideas? Send me a DM!

foggy path
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A fighting game where you generate rabbits in a giant greenhouse.

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:D

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so... a fighting rabbit sex game

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oh no

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:D

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A shooting game where you slap barbarians to prevent an evil plot in an abandoned hospital forever.

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yep.

light spruce
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what the fuck

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Did I accidentally write a bot?

mossy nexus
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A puzzle game where you fling heroes to make virtual money in a laboratory.

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A horror game where you wave at bears for mysterious reasons during World War I.
A simulation game where you stare at spiders to stop a giant asteroid from hitting Earth.
A role-playing game where you perform experiments on monkeys to score points in cyberspace but you're a monster.
A puzzle game where you fling heroes to make virtual money in a laboratory.

lone grail
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I always have millions of ideas, I have hundreds of projects because of it lol

mossy nexus
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Yeah the bear and spider one

lone grail
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Gangly spiderman

foggy path
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I had a fun idea for a survival horror game where you play as a mouse

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like.. an actual mouse

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and the survival horror aspects would mostly be the fact that the cat keeps stalking you and tries to kill you the whole time

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lol

lone grail
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I think not being able to come up with an idea for your game is a bad start to making games ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ

foggy path
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I think people can probably come up with ideas but it's easy to be very critical

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like.. it's not a good idea because X Y Z

lone grail
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Just do it because X Y Z

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lol

foggy path
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my current project is basically just a stupid idea that we came up with for a gamejam and it actually turned out sort of fun and people are saying they would buy it if we put it on steam lol

lone grail
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Start with a genre, then perspective, then simple idea for plot like 1 sentence worth, bada boom bada bing

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Nice

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My game is First Person Demon's Souls with directional combat essentially

foggy path
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Video rental store tycoon/survival simulator

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:D

lone grail
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Lol

mossy nexus
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Wouldn't surprise me if that's already been done! ๐Ÿ˜„

lone grail
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There's so many simulator games I hate the term simulator lol

foggy path
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Yeah there's a lot of games with a similar premise but not exactly this particular one

mossy nexus
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I remember someone was thinking of releasing a Rock simulator.

foggy path
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the gamejam actually had a couple of similar ideas too but they were all a little bit different from our approach

lone grail
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Lol I remember that clip

light spruce
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One of those terribly controlled frustration games where the entire point is to try and keep your erection from escaping your shirt collar during a job interview.

lone grail
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What in the shit?

median wraith
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were the 4.26 released ?

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lol that game

dim ruin
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Its funny that they list Unity for gaming when Unity has only ever used fucking mono

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even for .NET 5 they've already said it would be the mono version once supported

lone grail
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Microsoft seems to favor unity and always mentions it when talking c# no matter if .net is involved lol

foggy path
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well it's still .NET even if it's Mono

dim ruin
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.NET equivelant

foggy path
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besides.. Microsoft owns Mono

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:P

lone grail
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That's true

dim ruin
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yeah it's still not actual .NET, it just supports the same api

lone grail
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Seems fishy

dim ruin
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otherwise, mono would have disappeared when .NET went crossplatform

fluid bloom
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I have bad memories of unity

dim ruin
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I like the simplicity of the architecture. Its a hell of a lot clearer than UE4's codebase lol but UE4 is much more robust and powerful

fluid bloom
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I was developing and maintaining this general purpose SDK/library at a game studio and then the senior coder in charge of us was like "no don't handle exceptions, let unity catch them"

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and I'm like wut

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a library that other teams use shouldn't do that

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๐Ÿ˜„

foggy path
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๐Ÿค”

dim ruin
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lol

foggy path
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I guess it sorta depends

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If it's something you could handle then it would make sense to handle it

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but not necessarily everything

lone grail
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I like how unity docs shows example of thing it explains, unreal should do that

dim ruin
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or atleast allow for a debug build to catch

foggy path
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Yeah Unity's docs are great... Unreal's are like a maze of despair

dim ruin
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agreed

lone grail
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Yeah

fluid bloom
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@foggy path don't remember the exact case

foggy path
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The docs are likely to exist if you can first find the correct page... but then you'll discover it doesn't tell you anything you didn't already know

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lol

lone grail
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The only things I need is when I look up something ue specific just 1 line to see how it's used and parameters

foggy path
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the one good thing about the docs is that it'll show the module most C++ things belong to so you'll know what to plug into the dependencies list if it nags about that

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but that's about it for their usefulness

lone grail
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Yeah lol

foggy path
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to be fair they do cover things like the gameplay framework and other high level topics reasonably well

dim ruin
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other than that, you're best bet is digging through the gigantic source

lone grail
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Best bet is to find forums using said thing lol

dim ruin
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even the forums and answerhub can be dodgy. this discord is the most active place I think

lone grail
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Yeah I just like finding things people complain about go right to the answer just to see an example of how to use a thing lol

median wraith
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.Net 5 didn't release yet

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and you need Mono for cross platform

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as Core still isn't feature equal until the 5.0

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and still dont know how extensive cross platform it is

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.NET Desktop Runtime and .NET Runtime are split

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so it seems like .NET 5 still don't have all Mono features cross platform

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someone says until NET 6 not gona happen

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and actually parts of .NET 5 run on mono and not the other way :p

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in the cores

fathom wadi
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I thought the entire point of .NET 5.0 was to create cross-compatibility

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or rather build tools that allow it

soft night
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its in dotnetconf

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Join the .NET Conf 2020 free virtual event November 10-12 to learn about the newest developments across the .NET platform, open source, and dev tools. Mark your calendar!

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@median wraith yeah crossplat thing is in dotnet6

fresh heath
lone grail
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But why?

vast coyote
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I'm gonna get called a hacker when I use this keyboard

cursive crypt
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Sunday has low participation rate, you not gonna make ur game if you slack off like that

light spruce
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I will punch you right in the throat and NEVER STOP

carmine frigate
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@fringe sundial is that ur game they mention as one of 10 games that wont be backwards compatible for ps5?

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or ps4 only

fringe sundial
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thats indeed the thing

carmine frigate
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๐Ÿ˜›

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pretty small list, how did u make it on there?

fringe sundial
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no clue

carmine frigate
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must be like the biggest news coverage u got

fringe sundial
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kinda lol

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its the only ue4 game in the list

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i wonder the fuck is happening

carmine frigate
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ps5 stuff gets a lot of reads

fringe sundial
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there are some edits to the launch code that i do, but its minor stuff, not stuff that instacrashes on ps5

carmine frigate
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if ps5 = true total fail

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mayB its completely burning up ps5s ๐Ÿ˜›

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thats like 1000s of games and ur pops out as not working on ps5 ๐Ÿ˜›

fringe sundial
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unlucky as fuck

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and i have to fix this with huge priority as the game still sells

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only a bit, like 100-200 euros a month

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but man, money is money

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gotta want to keep it going also on ps5

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and once PSVR 2 happens (or whatever its called) port it to psvr2 day 1

carmine frigate
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hmm yea, still it wil get a ps4 only tag and not many games have that

fringe sundial
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yeh but that will lower sales

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i want to have it run on ps5 backcompat

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and see if there is a way i can enable 120 fps on it

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i have the game running at 118 fps

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literally

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not enough for the 120 fps lock, but incredibly close

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so with just whatever extra power the ps5 runs when doing backcompat, i would be able to enable the 120 fps mode

carmine frigate
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dont they call that remastered these days? ๐Ÿ˜›

ancient hornet
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maybe it DOES go to 120fps in ps5 mode and gets all confused by the extra power ๐Ÿ˜„

fringe sundial
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it has a 60 vs 90 fps detection

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when you launch the game

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maybe its that what crashes the game...

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the thing is... how do i "detect" ps5 backcompat

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to turn on 120 mode

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ps4 backcompat games cant use ps5 sdks, that needs specific rebuild of the game and all that. Cant be done in the patch

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so ill have to run a benchmark or some shit and guess if its ps5

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or have some sort of "performance" mode in settings

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that puts 120 fps but at variable resolution

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and then let variable resolution make the thing like 4k on the ps5

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ill probably try the variable resolution thing as it seems the most recomended. After all thats what most games do. They let the variable-res run the game at 60 fps max res on ps5 extra power

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or ps4pro games that went unpatched

light spruce
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... wait... why the fuck are you no longer a cat with goggles?

carmine frigate
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@fringe sundial shadow complex is from epic but thats UE3

cursive crypt
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who is playing with the ue mp, lol - it all korean now

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hm... taking my words back, glitch in the cookies

light spruce
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The Matrix. The glitch is always in The Matrix. And I want to eat an entire pizza.

fringe sundial
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@carmine frigate there were way more ps4 games that didnt work on ps5

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the thing is that mine, being a small indie, was the last one to be checked

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they literally only told me my game was busted a couple days before going public with the list

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for other games they contacted the devs to fix stuff

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im actually super impressed they have tested the entire ps4 library

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entire library

ancient hornet
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took the list of games, sorted them by descending $$$ and tested/warned in that order ๐Ÿ˜›

fringe sundial
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thats indeed it lul

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indie games like mine (small ones) were the last ones to get cheked

ancient hornet
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to be fair, they literally concern fewer customers

fringe sundial
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nothing wrong with that, it makes sense

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you will test the game that has made 10 million dollars before the one that just makes 5 figures

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what i want to know

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is if bloodborne runs at 60 fps

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bloodborne never got a ps4 pro patch

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but there is a HACKED 60 fps patch for it

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not really stable but...

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ps5 power can run those 60 fps easy

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they just need to port it to ps5

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or remove the fps lock from the ps4 version

ancient hornet
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if they wanted to be more "honest" they'd test the games in order of "recent time spent on them"

fringe sundial
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sadly given they never made a ps4 pro patch.... i doubt it

ancient hornet
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which would be pretty similar to $$$ anyway ๐Ÿ™‚

fringe sundial
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watch bloodborne run at 30 fps choppy at 700p on ps5

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unless sony isnt nearly as stupid and ports it properly, that game is a big system seller

light spruce
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I'm pretty sure that anyone who could make a new BLoodborne could print money

median wraith
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Well seems like this now is trending

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someone made a game on UE4 that detects the audio input from voice and translates it from different languages

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and it reacts to different sentences

light spruce
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how does it respond to blatant racism?

median wraith
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well it just trigger in 30 sentences or so

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is using some windows translation devices

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"Apparently, Phasmophobia uses Windows 10 Cortana for the ghost to understand your speech and language; if you have it disabled, then this causes an issue in-game. Reenable Cortana, and your Voice Chat issues might be gone from Phasmophobia."

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well

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lol

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means this the youtubers don't even know how to setup windows

light spruce
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or it means that there are a number of people who ripped all that shit out

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which is what I did

ancient hornet
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wait isn't Microsoft even removing Cortana? ๐Ÿ˜„

median wraith
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I mean, all famous youtubers are promoting the game

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that forces to enable cortana and other systems

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๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿฝ kappa

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I were looking for voice detection system for a while

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actually were talking about the fact that UE3 had a text to speech system

light spruce
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hard pass

median wraith
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no idea why they didn't added text to speech on ue4 because is useful for accesibility

ancient hornet
median wraith
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well but thats a different thing

mossy nexus
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It relies on windows voice recognition to work.

median wraith
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oh well lol

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I mean at the end they sell the same assets between stores

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and it give kind of confusion

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and graphically looks kinda the same tbh

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if they have some of these old classic horror locking pixelated style could be worst

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lol

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and the main problem to me is Cortana + no proper solo play

zinc matrix
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HUH?

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HUHHH hebedyt

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i wanted to make usa of cortana but it doesnt work

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its literally useless as of now

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like for last year or two

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they broke it..

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cant even use it to browse google or open apps

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lets make a game where it requires players to speak Sharingan No Jutsu it would be very cringe game

narrow latch
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I use voiceattack all the time for elite dangerous and it works great for me with absolutely no problems once i figured out how to get it all up and running correctly

dim ruin
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king.com has a fucking patent on "User Interface". whats a sack of shit company

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to be honest, I guess its the US patent office that is the sack of shit for granting nonsense patents

mossy nexus
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eh?

dim ruin
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some of the patents they grant are absurd

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king.com also holds trademark on "Candy" and on "Saga" separately for universal use

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patent trolling at its finest

mossy nexus
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Trademarks are usually on the specific stylisation of words, not the words themselves. It's why the singer Pink was able to trademark the name 'pink'.

dim ruin
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these are patents

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the trademarks though are universal for those

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absurd that it was even granted

pearl compass
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start with that stupid shit

dim ruin
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there's all kinds of stupid ones like that

foggy path
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having a patent doesn't mean it's enforceable

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they are supposed to be valid when filed and go through a rigorous checking but the first lawsuit is where it truly gets tested :P

cursive crypt
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Oh, that fresh. Waiting for money to start rain their way.

dim ruin
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does show a pretty gapping failure by the patents office though. That a patent like that would even be granted is ridiculous. It's just a take the money and ignore it thing

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patents are fucking expensive to file and pay maintenance on too

foggy path
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What the fuck is this lol

dim ruin
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oh lord

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thats a fuck machine isn't it?

foggy path
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It sure sounds like it...

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:D

dim ruin
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lol

foggy path
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I clicked at the examiner of those king.com patents to see what else he'd examined

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that was one of them...

azure chasm
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why is it called neck_01

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where we expecting to have a neck_02 at some point?

fresh heath
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Are you talking about a bone? Maybe someone would want to make a giraffe

fathom wadi
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body builds by stuffing envelopes under his skin

plucky pagoda
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Any decent alternatives to 3D coat for hand painting models? I'm about to drop the $400 for a license after this trial is over.

north torrent
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Drop $900 on Zbrush.

bold fulcrum
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3D coat? decent?

plucky pagoda
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It seems to be pretty easy to use for hand painting models.

tulip orbit
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3d print the model, paint by hand, photogammetry it back into digital space.

zinc matrix
gray vortex
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bought a character that was meant to be a "Game Ready" Character, paid $140, it was looking good so decided to give him another $5, I get the files, doesnt work with UE4, not rigged, not weight painted, not scaled properly, paypal case reasonable to open?

foggy path
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that definitely does not sound "game ready" to me ๐Ÿค”

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I would try to contact the seller first - if you can get a refund directly from them it'll probably be easier than dealing with paypal

fathom wadi
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@plucky pagoda armour paint has a good rep and is free if you compile it yourself.

gray vortex
plucky pagoda
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@fathom wadi cool, yeah it's the only other option I'd seen so far.

fathom wadi
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Blender does the job for me too but nobody I know recommends it so I keep armor paint handy in case I have to do something particular

foggy path
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@gray vortex yeah okay definitely paypal dispute time :P

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if for nothing else just out of spite because the more the account gets flagged the more likely it's he's gonna get in trouble with PP lol

gray vortex
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paypal 99% of the time protect the scammers

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so we will see

foggy path
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if he gets enough disputes for transactions the account is likely to get locked with no warning

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even if the individual disputes might not have been sided with the person who filed it

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because paypal loves everyone equally little lol

cursive crypt
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Game ready is bad term anyway. Ready for what game? That character model for example, if your game uses it just to put it as statues around, that fine. If it is rigged, if it is animated, if it is morphable... You list features of the asset first and foremost.

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@fathom wadi found that for Blender the other day: https://www.blendermarket.com/products/layerpainter looks nice as upgrade. But that as well armor paint are solo projects, hope they get some traction and grow.

dusky shuttle
solid aurora
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@plucky pagoda Substance ?

ancient hornet
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those aren't hitbox problems, they are lag compensation!

spare glade
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That might be the case if it wasnt a valid move ๐Ÿ˜› To bad it is lol

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Its called an En Passant

light spruce
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Yeah, I couldn't figure out if it was a joke or if they legitimately didn't know about that rule.

north torrent
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Does anyone here like videogames?

mossy nexus
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not really

north torrent
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There is a new student in my class that can barely speak Chinese...

mossy nexus
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Do they speak any other language? Otter, rabbit or donkey maybe?

north torrent
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He speaks English as well as any native speaking 9 year old.

Academically his writing, spelling, and grammar needs some work. But he has no problem talking to me.

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But very few kids in the class feel comfortable socializing in English. There is really only one other kid that is used to speaking English in informal conversations.

mossy nexus
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From what you've described in the past, that does sound very unusual.

north torrent
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I have a lot of students with good English level. But talking to their teacher isn't the same as making friends with another student who can't understand them in Chinese.

cursive crypt
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What this has to do with videogames? ๐Ÿค”
I like videogames, but very few. My social media block list is full of videogames and sport ๐Ÿ˜„

north torrent
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I don't usually ask questions that have anything to do with each other.

cursive crypt
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Cool ๐Ÿ‘

north torrent
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Have you ever seen a miniature horse?

cursive crypt
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Yes

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When I was kid.

north torrent
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What is your opinion?

cursive crypt
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Played with them, wars.

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Had an indian, soldier and few others. Made out of cheap plastic. Great times.

mossy nexus
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Which part of India was the Indian from?

north torrent
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Punjab.

fresh heath
fading falcon
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this is amazing

plucky pagoda
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@fathom wadi I bought the binary for AmorPaint. It seems like maybe it could work but has a major pita factor especially with moving the model while painting (The rotation is really messed up and one axis is completely borked). Since it has the source code I could probably make it work how I want but right now I'm leaning towards buying 3D Coat.

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Leaning towards a Houdini for modeling, Blender for UVs and some editing, then 3D Coat for texturing and polish.

unborn lotus
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any reason you won't use subtance painter?

plucky pagoda
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It doesn't meet my needs.

unborn lotus
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I tried armor paint too but its just barebones compared to sbs painter. especially with the new brush system like photoshop, multiple painting modes, etc

plucky pagoda
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Yeah, I found it lacking.

light spruce
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number one need: not having adobe involved

plucky pagoda
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I'm completely hand painting everything and not using any existing textures.

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I should look at Mixer again before buying 3D coat though.

unborn lotus
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you can at least mention these special needs of yours

plucky pagoda
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I mean, I did. I was only replying to Marc here.

unborn lotus
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I think you replied to MIke

plucky pagoda
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lol

light spruce
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You're qualified for public office now!

unborn lotus
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and don't think you did, if it has to be decent, then there's nothing more decent than painter

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maybe mari

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i think blender still has a long way to to be ready for production work, like some things work great, but others are a huge pain, as opposed to other software where everything works decently-ish and is reliable

mossy nexus
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@plucky pagoda you can change the rotation of the mesh in ArmorPaint, Click on Meshes->Tools I think

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Mixer works best with material ID maps too

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Although the rotation in Mixer is borked too

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There is a blender addon costs around $20, that lets you paint with layers. It creates texture nodes on the fly so you don't have to worry about it

mossy nexus
fathom wadi
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I can sum them up in one word. Rhymes with Hunts.

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120,000+ poor, disabled and old people dead because this government took support away from them. There is no excuse and they shouldn't be called the government. They should be called the Corporate Pricks Who Fuck Everything Up For Everyone But Themselves.

light spruce
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Medic up.

dusk valve
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๐Ÿ˜‚

light spruce
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Or "I require assistance with my IFAK"

light spruce
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I only know generally

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Content creation tools just really haven't kept up

fathom wadi
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anyone familiar with tactical hand signals? what does this mean? ๐Ÿค”
@zinc matrix That's called "searching for the spot". A technique relatively lost in modern day. Cosmopolitan tried to resurrect it in the 80's and 90's but it never caught on once the internet took hold. Now it's wham bam swipe right ma'am.

light spruce
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Swipe right for Coronavirus

lone grail
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โคด๏ธ

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Gotta swerve that bish

light spruce
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dating is a fool's errand

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especially now

north torrent
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I put some random fruit I don't know what it is in my juice...

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As well as watermelon, dragon fruit, cucumber, and tomato.

Tomato and watermelon together may not have been the best choice...

light spruce
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Considering that those are two things that suck on their own...

green horizon
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Has anyone here ever experienced extreme burnout?

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Im having trouble coping with my current situation

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Got myself into quiet a corner in life

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Really worried about getting out of it, dont see a way to get out of it any time soon

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hoping someone has had a similar crisis in the past

tulip orbit
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I havent gamedeved in 3+ weeks, I'm unemployed, completely broke, not seeing any light in the tunnel...

fathom wadi
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Ive had more bouts of burnout than I can remember. The trick is, get on with it. Burnout only ends when you start working again. If you collapse and die, then your work here is done.

tulip orbit
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it sucks, and I wish I had advice

green horizon
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how do you get on with it

foggy path
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Best advice is probably go see a doctor if that's possible for you

fathom wadi
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It's probably about time someone put together a studio called "Burnedout" full of devs who work alone and get mentally fatigued trying to do a 10 person job on their own.

green horizon
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I really fucked up this one, have 1 month worth of savings, looking for work, working from home, zero friends (I mean literally, no human interactions), 15kg overwieght

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cant get myself to focus

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like at all

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at best I can go for 20 minutes

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thats it

fathom wadi
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you need a creative outlet to break the monotony and give you motivation then. I learn something new. This burnout, I learned how to use Blender, revisited webdev and learned the latest HTML/CSS stuff, and I specifically go looking for great art.
That helps the motivation side. The monetary side is there regardless of your career. That you will have to solve other ways. Handjobs for crack, become a politician, influence idiots into buying shit on the internet etc. Referrals is the classic method but it takes time to build up.

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Always remember. Burnout is temporary. It might last longer than you want it to, but its reversible

foggy path
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It might also be a good idea to discuss with your manager since you said you're working

broken sigil
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working from home, zero friends (I mean literally, no human interactions)
Reminds me of someone ๐Ÿ˜

green horizon
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its complicated, I work from home but have startup, startup is not going anywere for 3 years already I have 20% equity and "salary" (basically enough to cover living expenses) my partner wants to drop startup and I was the only one all-in so now Im left with barely any money and burnout and ticking clock to find work

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really feel frustrated that I trusted the guy

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people really are pieces of shit

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should have asked for 3x "salary" and 5%

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fuck him

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thats water under the bridge

light spruce
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Some cases, you have to know when to cut ties.

fathom wadi
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never trust anyone you are in business with. My parents best friends of 30 years ended up being shits to my parents when they went into business together.

green horizon
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yeah

fathom wadi
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Trust is a contract bound by law in terms of business. End of story. People can't be trusted.

green horizon
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doesnt help with making friends though the fact that I dont like people

fathom wadi
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You can trust me though. Honest.

light spruce
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It's shitty, but you really always need to be prepared to stand in the center of the bridge and light the whole fucking thing on fire.

green horizon
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@fathom wadi wow, I will write that on my law, contracts only from now on

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I still can

fathom wadi
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I like people, I just hate the masses. ๐Ÿ˜‰

light spruce
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It shouldn't be at the top of the list... but it should definitely be in there.

green horizon
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I have passwords I can put the website down

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but its not going anywhere so no point

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0 customers

fathom wadi
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market it for sale and sell up?

green horizon
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well I like people on retails basis, wholesale Im not a fan of human nature

fathom wadi
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rightly so

green horizon
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cant, its owned by company

light spruce
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Never deliberately fuck people over. A t the end of the day, no matter what, you have to be able to live with you. And you should always be better.

green horizon
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it wont help with burnout anyways

fathom wadi
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Have you thought about using the company as a mule service for the CIA cartels and pushing some coke around? I hear the money is decent.

wise smelt
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This new server logo is phenomenal

light spruce
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When you stare into the abyss, the abyss stares back into you.

green horizon
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you are joking Marc, Im here sitting at 1 AM with my gut turning, need to pay rent, cant get myself to focus and work

wise smelt
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Compared to what was there previously

fathom wadi
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of course im joking. Everyone knows the money is in micro-trading cryptocurrency now. I'm just trying to lighten the mood. You can't advance anything by moping around and feeling sorry for yourself. You have to say "fuck it im a human being that can do anything I want" and start making plans.

light spruce
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Everyone gets burned out. Stress overall is pretty high because the world is pretty much total shit at this point.

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The hard truth is that there's no easy fix.

fathom wadi
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As the incomperable prophet of the airwaves once eminated - "First, you've got to get mad".

green horizon
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is anyone from Canada here?

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that would fix it

fathom wadi
green horizon
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I will work as bartender in Canada tomorrow if someone has an offer

tulip orbit
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how is a canuck gonna help?

green horizon
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would solve it all

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  1. social life as bartender, interact with people
  2. you are in fucking canada
  3. rehab the burnout with easy mindless work
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then find a job as a developer in canada

light spruce
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If it was that simple, everyone would be a bartender

green horizon
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covid makes this shit 10x harder

tulip orbit
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grass isnt very green over here. I've been out of work 10months.., used to be an electrician

fathom wadi
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mindless work won't solve it for me. I have to learn something new that takes me out of my box. Something that challenges me with a task that is motivational. Such as creating some artwork, or a webpage or anything. Something physical like painting warhammer models. I dunno. Just works for me to get motivated through belief in myself over any intention to make money or get on with it.

green horizon
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i think my real problem is burnout multiplied by loneliness

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no friends

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no daily social interaction

fathom wadi
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My current game stalled 3 months ago. Lockdown gave me the worst depression/burnout combo. Just riding it out now. Trying new things.

green horizon
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too quiet

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well imagine lockdown for 3 years. welcome to my shitty life

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need to fix this shit asap

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going nuts

fathom wadi
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I live in a 3 bedroom house with 6 other people. Lonliness isn't an option for me. I would sell an buttcheek for some quiet time.

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I also lived alone in a room for 10 years, so I know the stress there.

green horizon
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maaan lets trade

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I would love roommates

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someone to intract with

light spruce
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he's not talking about roommates

green horizon
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nice, big family

tulip orbit
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I visit my nieces now and then... a few hours there and I've had enough for a week

light spruce
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I haven't really had friends for a couple of years now. I cut ties with people. But I also don't work like some people do. I had to stop caring about whether I lived or died to survive. Chronic illness with neurological damage ... not a great place to be.

green horizon
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wow I guess most of devs are fucked up then

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I dont know if I wanna be a programmer long-term

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but right now I have to be

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no other way of making money

light spruce
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Hard truth Mk2: if you want to create something, there are probably several things wrong with you

green horizon
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I dont get it

light spruce
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Show me a well-adjusted artist and I'll show you a shitty artist.

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People who are okay with things the way they are aren't the same people who try and build something.

green horizon
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I really dont give a shit honestly. Im about money

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Im creative for profit

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who cares about anything else

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Ill let those activities for other people who crave to do it

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I only crave it if I know theres a potential for profit

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I plan to get into real estate

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its the best industry for someone who only cares about money

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I make my 7M EUR and Im out of professional world

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have few kids, start breeding cane corsos

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fuck society

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Ill just watch like my favorite comedian George Carlin

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if you have money its funny

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thats my motto

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let them chop each others heads off, protest, debate on TV

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when you have money its all just funny

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until then I got to figure out a way out of burnout

fathom wadi
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@green horizon If you want money, game dev is not the place to be unless you can get yourself into a stable job at a studio or be the luckiest fuck in the world and make a PUBG or something.
You are much better trying to make money on penny stocks than this grind.
The old adage of "work hard and succeed", or as they call it "The American Dream" is a lie. They forget to tell you about the luck part. Even a location can kill your chances. No matter how hard you work.
I haven't burned out several times through laziness. I worked myself into a psychological stupor.
The love for my family and trying to get them out of this hellhole is beyond words. I put every ounce of my being into what I do.
Success is about expectations. If you want 7m euros, it ain't happening with game dev. You will be lucky to hit a million in any sense of worthwhile time. Unless you get lucky.
Hard work is what wage slaves do. Making money is what CEOs do. Also, being that George Carlin is your fave comedian (and mine) I shall remind you of the immortal line....
"It's called The American Dream because you got to be asleep to believe it".

green horizon
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"If you want money, game dev is not the place to be unless you can get yourself into a stable job at a studio or be the luckiest fuck in the world and make a PUBG or something."

I came here for a venture, I wanted to get into game dev as a business, I know its the hardest job in dev and least paid. Wasnt interested in making money as a job with it. Decided its best to stick with Web & Mobile Apps thats where the money is made and its not too hard to do.

"You are much better trying to make money on penny stocks than this grind.
The old adage of "work hard and succeed", or as they call it "The American Dream" is a lie. They forget to tell you about the luck part. Even a location can kill your chances. No matter how hard you work. "

Agree. My goal is to move to Canada (need to fix money first though) once I have 100k saved its a good budget to start seriously exploring options to go there.

"If you want 7m euros, it ain't happening with game dev."

Exactly, the goal is to get into real estate in Canada. first as an agent then as a developer (I have been complimented a lot for my looks, public facing role is much more suitable for someone like me plus I am obsessed with getting rich, which both as an agent and RE developer is the name of the game)

"Also, being that George Carlin is your fave comedian (and mine) I shall remind you of the immortal line....
"It's called The American Dream because you got to be asleep to believe it"."

I love it. You get it. I believe in it but not through hard work only. the only way to get reach is with scale and leverage. at least the only way to get rich fast (by fast I mean 5-10 years not a month)

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oh shit, this markup

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where are you from btw Marc

fathom wadi
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It's not what you know, it's who you know most of the time. Networking is a good place to start. Hang out here, help in the channels. Get on social media, find people to interact with. It all builds up over time

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England

green horizon
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oh come on I thought it was india or something

fathom wadi
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I'd take a move to Canada right now though. The place I live isn't ideal for kids

green horizon
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how can you complain living in UK

fathom wadi
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Yeah Marc is a common name in India :p

north torrent
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Trying to make money on game development.

You are joking, right?

green horizon
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not a troll, capitalist

north torrent
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A regular troll or a Karol troll?

green horizon
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with not a lot of capital..

north torrent
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Capitalists don't make games. They become investment bankers and let other people do the work./

green horizon
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was also thinking of that but that would take too much time

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4 years for college, then need an MBA then crawl up

fathom wadi
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I can complain about living in the UK because of relative notions. Im not saying my quality of life isn't better than most. But relatively speaking, my family lives in a paedo infested town with a council that neglects the poor and gives jobs to the boys, powered by a government that is so blueblood infused, I'm starting to believe this David Icke Reptillian bullshit. I mean.... they are some cold ass Tory scum I tell you. 120,000+ dead from their austerity "solutions"

north torrent
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You don't need an MBA to be an investment banker... what are you even going on about?

green horizon
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I think I can build a business before I would ever make it in investment banking

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thats everywhere Marc

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you should know better from George Carlin

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he said it right

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government is interested in its own power

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bunch of insecure people have a need for a sense of power

fathom wadi
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I know. "they dont care about you, they don't care about you, they don't care about you"

green horizon
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wether its ideology or some other weird fantasy in their heads

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or just a sense of identity

north torrent
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Anyways, Mr. Ponkkis, what is your opinion on watermelons?

fathom wadi
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but thats why i want to move to Canada. At least I know them cucks will at least try not to look crooked :p

green horizon
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it should be easier for you from UK but the challenge is you have entire family to move

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Im 22, no kids, no loans or similar

north torrent
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Do bigger watermelons taste better than smaller watermelons?

fathom wadi
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yeah thats the main reason Im broke. I have to move to get the jobs unless I freelance, and thats been a bit tough this year. Got let down one time and decided to carry on with my personal game project and some other stuff. But it didn't go well. Might be back to freelancing soon

north torrent
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I don't recommend juicing watermelon and tomato at the same time.

green horizon
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what kind of work you do freelance

north torrent
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It is ok... but not ideal.

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Not horrible either.

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I also added some dragon fruit and cucumber.

fathom wadi
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@green horizon everything. Programmer usually but I can do whatever with Unreal and im getting better with Blender. Most of my freelancing has been little tools or setting up engine builds with external SDKs or making custom editor plugins. Sometimes UMG work. I kind of take what interests me at the time unless I am desperate for the cash.

green horizon
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sounds well paid

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how much can you make freelancing in a month?

fathom wadi
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yeah it can be. I can take time off for burnout when I like because I dont spend money on myself. I just save.

green horizon
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I understand its not full-time, probably half time is looking for clients

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thats smart, saving

fathom wadi
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couple of things earned me over 1k GBP for a week's work. Usually it's in little bits like ยฃ100 here and there. Bug fixes or something quick. My original goal was to earn enough to move the family to a location like Guildford, UK or Canada/Sweden etc. But as fast as I make it, the kids can spend it. The wife is good with money though. I let her have it all and she keeps up going. If she is getting stressed I know I need to make a few quid.

green horizon
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can you do web dev?

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it seems like it wouldnt be too hard for you to move on work visa to Canada

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there is many more jobs in web dev than game dev

light spruce
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Pretty sure that Mao just shoves whatever shit is lying around right into a a blender

fathom wadi
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Yeah I quit webdev after 15 years to be a game dev.

green horizon
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why

fathom wadi
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its shit

green horizon
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makes a shit ton of money too

fathom wadi
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boring trivial and full of scammers

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I once got paid a whopping ยฃ1.60 per hour for a website.

green horizon
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1 point 60 or 160?

fathom wadi
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1.60

green horizon
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thats peanuts

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I sense sarcasm

fathom wadi
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yeah he was a scammer

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he refused to pay me what I asked, so I kept the website from him. He called me "unprofessional" because I wouldn't barter with him.

green horizon
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where was that>

fathom wadi
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a garage door company in the UK

green horizon
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was it upwork or something private

broken sigil
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I spend almost nothing on myself, like $100 on gas every month and if I give to my parents a bit

fathom wadi
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word of mouth work

green horizon
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you should have asked for advance payment

fathom wadi
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thats what the ยฃ1.60 per hour was.

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he never paid the rest

green horizon
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shmuck

fathom wadi
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aye. I met many of them in webdev. Especially SEO scum. heheh

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I worked at a company that would charge ยฃ350 a month to a company to do it's SEO work. Which consisted of a script that switched the meta tags to match a re-ordered Ad-Word campaign lead by a complete numpty.

green horizon
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I dont know. I personally have to figure out a way to 100k online. the pro of my location (probably the only one, the rest are 1.789.349 cons) is that I can live comfortably on 1k EUR

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if you just think in business terms, that very low cost of running the freelance one-man agency

light spruce
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When I'm too drunk to play Mayhem in Destiny 2... it might be time to eat a bullet

fathom wadi
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If you double a penny, you have 0.02. If you do that 27 times you have 1.3million. Making money doesn't seem so complicated when you put it in such terms. But there is always someone else trying to stop you making money.

green horizon
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I disagree with stopping, agree with compounding, Einstein called it the 8th wonder of the world

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its just brutally competitive

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none is stopping anyone from registering a company and going into business

fathom wadi
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it costs ยฃ100 in the UK to do that.

green horizon
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well, first need a business idea and small scale test of it

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if it works scale up

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honestly I think I will make my money through some sort of SaaS before I ever make money with freelance stuff

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just need to fix this situation, add some money to bank account, I can easily live for 3 years on 36k

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have enough time to develop an MVP

fathom wadi
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Henry Ford was a good example of such ideology. He was an educated man but not in all areas. He had an idea, scaled it up and the rest is history, but it was his organisation of people and getting the right people for the job that truly paid off. Sometimes you have to concede it takes more than yourself to get the job done. Thats where I fail. I only know online people and they all work for studios already ๐Ÿ˜„

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or idle in here like slackers

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๐Ÿ˜‰

broken sigil
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where in the world this is called 'shit ton of money'? ๐Ÿค”
It it is more like 50$ for gas now when I'm not going out and driving around constantly anymore but it was more over the summer

green horizon
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true

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honestly I wouldnt care about scaling it

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I would sell before it scales

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let the suits do it

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sell the potential

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you dont need a huge team for SaaS company

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or any software company

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especially webv

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its not gave dev

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where you need talent for art, music, code etc

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I myself can do entire platform

fathom wadi
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I need to scale my business. I haven't got enough time left in life, nevermind in fiscal terms, to get my stuff done. But I haven't stopped trying. Money is the key. Employment money.

green horizon
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then maybe add 2-3 temp freelancers

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thats true

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maybe consider web dev again

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its much more in demand than gamedev

fathom wadi
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I made a website for the blind once. You can check it out at http://www.::.:.:::.:.:.::.:...:.::.::.:.com

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dunno why discord put an extra slash in there

green horizon
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there is a shit ton of venture money in the world

fathom wadi
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it ruined my 20 year old joke

green horizon
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if you have a proven model (lets say 3+ customers, depending on what it is)

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you can get someone to finance it

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I would do what Jeff Bezos did but I would go till today

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I would stop in 1996-1997

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they were already making millions a year

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dont care about building something huge

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just want independence and a nice house in Vancouver suburbs, GMC Sierra

fathom wadi
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I can put up plenty of Venture Capital ideas that are potential cash cows, but this is me at a venture capital meeting.
"Eh up I'm Marc, I'm from't North of England."
"Thanks thats all Mr Northern Divide"
"But me idea"
"Next...>"

green horizon
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thats happiness

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say you are from london

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fuck them

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fuck people

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practise the pitch

fathom wadi
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not that I disrespect southerners, but the divide is clear in business in the UK

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thats why I want to move

green horizon
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Im sure you would find funding if it was a cash cow

fathom wadi
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that and the cramped location

green horizon
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money is money

fathom wadi
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yeah you would think. I once had a plan to make 50k an hour pool betting on e-sports, but the idea was stolen after I pitched it a few times ๐Ÿ˜„

green horizon
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well thats why I say MVP

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and few customers

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thats the beauty of code

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it only takes time

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not a lot of money

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find few customers the hard way to prove the business works

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then get the money

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bezos started with his own money

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nobody starts with outside money before getting customers

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I wouldnt

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they can twist your arm and rob you of a majority stake just because you dont have a proven model

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if its making money, even a little bit, you can get the funding and not give up the whole company

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then scale it

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thats what VC shmuchs are for

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they come in with money and experience and take it far and wide

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once it is working (making money)

fathom wadi
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I really like freelancing tbh. The variation is just suited to my need to learn new things. But I really want to complete my game. It's just a pipe dream at this point. So I'm considering alternative ideas atm. Marketplace items, Gumroad etc, or simply pimp my services.

green horizon
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my friend, I think you are too romantic about it, Im sorry

fathom wadi
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I should setup some discord for online tutoring classes or something. Get some of the CodeClubs involved

green horizon
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do that on weekend enjoy it, go to london meanwhile and make some decent cash

fathom wadi
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Dude Im totally romantic about it. I have lived and breathed computer games since the early 1980's. I didn't start in game dev until I was in my mid-30's so I'm kind of on my last run at life with it.

green horizon
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how old are you

fathom wadi
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Also I hate London. I was there a couple of years ago and it depressed so much I came home early ๐Ÿ˜„

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im 44

green horizon
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I dont know, depends on your goals and circumstances

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I dont have much choice, would rather be dead that stay in Serbia

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*serbia (it doesnt deserve uppercase)

fathom wadi
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my circumstance is 5 kids in a 3 bedroom house in a town that seems like my tomb, and the irony of that is, I live next to a graveyard that I stare at everyday and contemplate my own mortality ๐Ÿ˜„

green horizon
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sorry but you seem to have choice

fathom wadi
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choice comes if responsibility lets me im afraid.

green horizon
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sell the house, buy one in 1h from london and commute to work

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make big money there

fathom wadi
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I dont own my house ๐Ÿ˜„

green horizon
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fuck game dev as money making machine its broken

broken sigil
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@green horizon Pozdrav is Hrvatske ๐Ÿ™‚

green horizon
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its too unbalanced

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most money is made at the top of gamedev

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its more of a hobby thingy to me

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you gonna make good money in webdev instantly

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you know probably the majority of concepts

fathom wadi
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Like I said, its the industry jobs that pay. Not the solo projects and whatnot. Freelancing can be good tho

green horizon
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exactly

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learn ReactJS

fathom wadi
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why?

green horizon
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you will make money with that for sure

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for webdev

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you have choice, all Im trying to say

fathom wadi
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I can write my own websites. I don't need libs that bloat it ๐Ÿ˜„

green horizon
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React is used on other sites, working on teams will require it

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frameworks are useful

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not need to reinvent the wheel

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focus on money, give the people what is current standard, fuck them take the money

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I think you are too proud/arrogant

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perfectly normal for all developers

fathom wadi
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yeah thats when I stepped away. When the whole "you must use bootstrap" and such kicked in. Like no... it's not any better at all. Saves time coding? Perhaps. Is it worth the bloat for speed? To a corporation yes, to me no.

green horizon
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intellectual arrogance, we all suffer from it. and it is suffering since it degrades your life

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there is no one-man corporations

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I guarantee you I can build a much more superior website than you can Marc but I sure as hell cant do the UE magic you can

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so if I focus on our website and forum and app and you do the game

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we can have a nice combo

fathom wadi
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Of course I understand the benefit of the javascript lib fads, but it's not for me. When I see bloated javascript causing a page to slow down I want to naturally fix it. It's not meant to be a feature. But you do it by rewriting out the bloat. So why start with it?

green horizon
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and make something happen.. for example.

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more demand, higher pay ponkkis

fathom wadi
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15 years of web dev, and you are what? 20 something and you tell me I'm arrogant? Hah cool dude. I made websites when you shit rusks lad :p

green horizon
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I dont mean to offend you, just saying that to make more money would probably be a good idea to adapt to corporate world

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jump on their ship like a pirate and take home 80k

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fuck them

fathom wadi
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I know I left that as a joking retort. I am arrogant I accept that. I made my choice to do game dev and I live with it

green horizon
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just go there work 3h - 1h break then 3-ish more hours and clock out

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on the side focus on venture projects

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exactly

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I have that issue too

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I have actually never worked full time

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started my company at 19

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but not going anywhere

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zero customers and profit

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now going into freelance web dev

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plan to start an agency

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guy in my building has an agency, drives a range rover

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all based on word of mouth

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2 floors they occupy

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this is a good country for an agency

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cheaper talent

fathom wadi
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Im currently making a Casino Referral site CMS system that centralises the dumping out of micro-sites, giving you a place to organise all your different affiliates. It will take a good year to build up but if I have 10 of those knocking around, it can be a tidy sum.

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I know people making 10k a week from this system. They have no skills at all either.

green horizon
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thats a good idea

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all Im trying to say is take the money Marc, you are a smart guy, play the corporate game fuck them

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not trying to offend you or anything like that

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we are actually pretty alike

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except the age and stage of life

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I also have the arrogance of a developer

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now not anymore

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I realize you can use existing tools, make status quo website and take the money

fathom wadi
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its ok I didn't take offense really. I am the first to say I am an arrogant, self-opinionated arsehole at times. I am not adverse to being told this when I'm standing my ground ๐Ÿ˜„

green horizon
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there is a saying "inventor is the guy laying on the ground with 10 arrows in his back"

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facebook was not the first social network

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zuck actually stole the idea

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from the weird twins

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who cares

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he got 80B

fathom wadi
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yeah. they also say genius creates and rich men steal the idea.

green horizon
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of course

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you can be both

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fuck morals

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nobody got morals today

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kids making millions with ecommerce

fathom wadi
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I could clone a dozen games and make mobile pennies but I don't believe in that. Over-saturated and I don't use mobiles

green horizon
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and "influencing" online

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I dont know, I have recently taken locked up my arrogance for good

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I will be arrogant once I put 7,000,000 EUR in bank

fathom wadi
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Arrogance makes you President of the United States. It can't be entirely useless ๐Ÿ˜„

green horizon
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till then humble and use everything I can lay my hands on

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well hes arrogant but also a billionaire

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I dont think you make many friends being poor and arrogant

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its easy to be arrogant once rich, since you pay everyone

fathom wadi
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I go with the John Lydon approach. "Anger is an energy". Matched with Howard Beale's speech "you've got to get mad" and you have a force that motivates. Used for good instead of self-destruction.

green horizon
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agree to some extent

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I like a bit more the approach of a cold snake

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calculated

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trust no body (lesson I have learned very recently)

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just find whats working and setup my own take part of the pie

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fuck billions

fathom wadi
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Onlyfans it is then

green horizon
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dont need billions

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for what billions?

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with 7M EUR you can easily have 2%/year net, inflation-adjusted

fathom wadi
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Do an onlyfans where people can view my burnout face for $20.

green horizon
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that 140k EUR

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I dont need more than that

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its Upper middle class

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enough for a nice house in suburbs, GMC sierra and to breed cane corsos

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im a simple guy

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dont care about being super rich or famous or some elon-musky guy

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changing the world and that crap

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thats for kids and insecure adults

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I dont need to do that to be happy or feel good

fathom wadi
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"here's Marc showing off our lovely new range of Burnout facemasks. See how his hips glide as they are nowhere near the mask. Notice his elegant shoes as the mask stays up at the other end of the body. Coming soon to our OnlyFans page"

green horizon
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just financial security and good people around

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not many few

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but great ones

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and like 10 cane corsos

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fawn, brindle, black, blue

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love them all

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I take 5 HTP

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yeah my first problem is creating an income of at least 3k EUR / month

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from there is easy

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need to bulk up the bank account

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have enough for 1-2 years of living

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than its easy, not much stress

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it probably is

fathom wadi
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you know what my doctor gave me for anxiety? Nothing. Just talked to me like he was trying to calm me down. I mentioned I used cannabis and it helped and he basically nodded like it was the solution. But it's not. It's a temp fix.

green horizon
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right now too worried about spending any money

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once income is taken care of I can relax a bit

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then can feel comfortable paying for coworking space

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that would solve zero social time issue

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from there save 2-3k/month and mastermind a plan to build up an agency while working on side on SaaS project

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I dont have a big problem with working hard its just the lack of social life thats killing me

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yeah that doesnt pay well in serbia

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like 1k

fathom wadi
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Im gonna do one more run between Cuba and Florida and I'm out. This CIA cartel job is no joke.

green horizon
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thats the same shit as now

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1k only covers my monthly expenses

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barely actually

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400 EUR for apartment only

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plus medical, food, clothes etc

fathom wadi
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we go through between 1500 and 2k a month atm. That's living liberally too.

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no its not

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being a web dev is like being a civil servant.

green horizon
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yeah, actually I realized like a week ago that living in a great country isnt that much more expensive than living in crap country, the main expense thats variable is housing

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food is pretty much the same price in markets in UK Germany and serbia

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or in canada

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cars too

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clothes pretty much too

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small differences but not like 2x+

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only housing is a big moving variable

fathom wadi
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honestly if I want to make enough cash to live on the breadline, I can do that pretty easily. It's the moving the family for me. Thats my prime issue. Everything else false into place then.

green horizon
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unless you go to fancy restaurants and shit like that

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ponkkis Im working on it

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havent worked on my coding skills for 3 years

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startup grind

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now my partner cut me off suddenly he doesnt want to finance and I have to ASAP update my skillset

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i'm 2017 coder not 2020

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thats an issue

fathom wadi
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True story. My current burnout started because I started animating my main character for navigation, then realised all the other animations I had to do, and all the things I never thought about, etc. And it made me feel like I should stop and do something less time intensive. Something I can dump out quick. Then my mind shutdown trying to work through, but analyzing what I was doing and knowing I should be doing something else right now. So this is where I started with the extra-learning activities. Started on the referral site.

green horizon
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it makes me less lonely

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I have 2 part issue

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  1. zero absolutely zero social life
  2. lack of decent income (the one on which I can save 1k+ monthly)
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that all topped with cherry called burnout

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lack of energy

plucky pagoda
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I spent the last 2 years making games that were chosen because they were technically easy and hated it. Working on something a tad bit ambitious right now but it's a concept I really like and a game I would actually play. Much happier now.

green horizon
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plus added dressing of 15kg overweight and lack of fitness == back pain

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you see thats why didnt choose the game dev route

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I dont care much for creative part

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I only care about making money

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I am

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I have 108kg few weeks ago

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103.6 this evening

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I have to solve that too

fathom wadi
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Do some brazillian jiu-jitsu. That will drop 15kg in a month from sweat.

green horizon
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it used to be 114 2019 december

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yeah maybe thats the answer for social part, get a hobby

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meet up with people

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spin class or something

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but worry too much about money

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need to start making it asap

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not much rope left

fathom wadi
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have fun Ponkkis

green horizon
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thats true, being young is a benefit

fathom wadi
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I was a musician until I was 23

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thats when I dropped it for IT stuff

green horizon
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can still make it right even though I started adult life in a terrible way. Its a failed experiment of locking yourself up until you are rich and only then start living. NOT RECOMMENDED

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what kind of musician?

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I almost fell into that trap too

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of doing music

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its high school mentality

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being popular doesnt mater when you get more mature

fathom wadi
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bass guitar mostly. But I could play rhythm and some lead too

green horizon
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actually you make me feel good about myself now

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think this is just a wrong turn thats all, I put it in reverse and there is still time to go the other way

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feel bad about wasting 3 years

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no profits came out of it

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plus trusted an idiot

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never again

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contracts only

foggy path
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There's some kind of a strange idea that I see a lot nowadays where if you don't make money for some time it's "a waste"

green horizon
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its 3 fucking years man

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zero returns

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not traction

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no interest

foggy path
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I'm sure you learned something during those 3 years though or did you just sit on your ass doing nothing the whole time

green horizon
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well thats true, I gained experience

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more about people and business actually than coding

foggy path
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Business and people skills are very valuable even as a coder

green horizon
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I know for sure few things

  • do nothing without contracts
  • people only care about their own interest no matter how nice they are (behind every smile there is teeth)
  • marketing is just as important as the product
  • managers tend to be conservative people, they dont like change/innovation unless its proven to work (no upside for them, can just get fired if it doesnt work by their superiors)
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few more probably cant think of them

fathom wadi
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if I were to ratio out my time spent in game dev and money I had been paid for it, I would be heavily on the wrong side of that ratio. My first years were unpaid work because I was making my bones (not promoting it but it was my choice). Money isn't why I got into game dev though.

green horizon
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yes zomg, I plan to use them to do freelance work and then build an agency focus more on finding clients than coding over time

fathom wadi
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if money was my motivation, I would have setup an SEO company years ago. Those fleecing criminals are another level of bullshittery.

green horizon
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do it man

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lets partner

fathom wadi
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my only motivation right now is to make sure my 1 year old son actually gets to play outside in his lifetime.

green horizon
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well if you had 5M in bank Marc you can do it all day

foggy path
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If I really wanted I could probably have gotten a job at Google, Facebook or something and got like 150-200k a year salary by now

green horizon
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go on road trip in an RV

foggy path
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But that doesn't really interest me :P

fathom wadi
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if I had 5mil I wouldn't see him. I'd be busy protecting my 5mil from the vultures :/

green horizon
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you can move to Canada with as little as 200K EUR

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as an investor

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not true

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you can setup a simple portfolio 40% bonds 30% stocks 15% gold 15% commodities

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you would easily have 100-200k/year

fathom wadi
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@foggy path I saw someone on twitter the other day who had less than 2 years in webdev, only knew javascript and got a job at google.

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he was in his 50's too

green horizon
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a lot of those jobs the secret is learning interview game

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passing the interview

foggy path
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impressive, I hear it gets harder with age especially if you're not very experienced

green horizon
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probably true, its corporate world

fathom wadi
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probably. Dementia is already kicking in with me at 44 after staring at code for 20 years :p

foggy path
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lol

green horizon
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they want assets not liabilities (old means more likely to have health issues and obligations that would interfere with work)

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its corporate world

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I hate seeing fucking mission statements really offensive

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all of those companies will cut their work force the moments the profits drop

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changing the world and shit

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its all about the fucking money

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just follow the money

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love that line

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its true

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everything is about money

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if you follow the money you will find the interest behind every action in professional world

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nothing is from the goodness of heart

fathom wadi
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My next plan is to fanboy Epic so much, that when Mark Rein and Tim Sweeney leave, they invite me to the factory and we take a ride in the Great Glass Elevator where Tim tells me "It's all yours Charlie" and I say "Sorry I'm not Charlie" and they make their apologies before parting ways in an oddly wonka-esque dream sequence.

foggy path
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lol

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My plan is to wait for my current workplace to get acquired

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...or go bankrupt

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and then I'll see what next depending on whether it was acquisition or bankrupcy

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lol

fathom wadi
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I hear old people are dropping like flies. Perhaps now is the right time to move into Removals and Funerals.

green horizon
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are you the owner?

fathom wadi
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I mean, if I want to make money that is

foggy path
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I own a part of it

green horizon
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thats nice

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how much would you profit if they get acquired?

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is it one of those corporate bullshit equity?

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they give you like 50 shares that are worth 35 bucks

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thats really offensive too

foggy path
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It's not BS equity :) But the company is a startup so there's no real valuation right now

green horizon
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they do it because then they can mention in job descriptions that you get equity

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how much is the cashflow

foggy path
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We do have customers and some other assets though so it's doing alright for now

green horizon
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is it gamedev company?

foggy path
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Nah

green horizon
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thats good

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those dont get sold for high multiples

fathom wadi
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I value my company at "awesome".
Although recent bear predictions put it at "yeah it's not bad"

foggy path
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heh

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I get a decent enough salary so I'm not in a hurry to leave but if the business was to get acquired I wouldn't say no to selling it :P

green horizon
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how much do you make doing what?

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I asume its coding

fathom wadi
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Im gonna go camp on the couch with the wife and watch some crap movie she recommended. Have fun folks. Stay safe.

green horizon
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you too marc

foggy path
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My job title is CTO but my day to day is pretty much coding yeah... I make about 72k a year atm which is alright for where I live

green horizon
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where do you live

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thats very good

foggy path
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Finland

green horizon
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how much are your taxes?

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~%

foggy path
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Don't recall off the top of my head, probably around 25-30% but I get a bunch of deductions from business related expenses

green horizon
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thats great income

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4,000+ EUR/month

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dont know how much of it you can save in Finland

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but I assume its good

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whats your goal>

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?

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with career?

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long term

foggy path
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I mean my ideal situation is the business gets acquired and I make 1+ mil which I'll invest and then I'll just work on whatever projects I feel like

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But if that doesn't happen I'll probably just continue working on whatever jobs look interesting

green horizon
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I hope it gets acquired

foggy path
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lol same

green horizon
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that would be a good position for you

foggy path
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yeah, dunno if it will... at least we've been getting more business lately so even if it doesn't we can probably stay in business and keep growing

green horizon
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yeah, that would keep the acquisition window open for future

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probably better number too if you keep growth going

plucky pagoda
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What province requires 200k? Quebec? The rest of them don't require nearly that.

green horizon
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BC

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thats investor visa for towns with less than 75k people

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but its an entrance

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thats good enough for me

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it requires to invest ~1/3 of that

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and employ at least 1 person

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coffee shop or something I think its suitable

foggy path
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You could probably just get a job in Canada if you wanted to move there

green horizon
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or drycleaning, ironing business

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Im working on that too

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have an uncle in Surrey and a friend how owns a construction company

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focusing on web dev though

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need to update my skillset

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than find work paying 3k+ online

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then on the side look for web deb job in canada

plucky pagoda
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We would go with an Entrepreneur or Skills depending on whether it was me or my wife. Wife could just transfer with her company they have sites all over Canada.

green horizon
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what do you do?

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and wife

plucky pagoda
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She oversees laboratories for Abbott Labs.

green horizon
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why not go to Canada?

plucky pagoda
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No reason I can think of.

green horizon
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where do you live

plucky pagoda
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In the clarity found between sips of coffee.

green horizon
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is that on earth

foggy path
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I could probably move to Canada... but that would just be exchanging a finnish speaking cold country to an english speaking cold country lol

plucky pagoda
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occasionally

green horizon
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maan Canada is beautiful

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and its not cold all the time

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especially in Vancouver area

foggy path
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well neither is finland to be fair

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:D

green horizon
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haha

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I dont know, its a dream for me since 12-13

foggy path
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Canada looks a lot like Finland in places, it's in similar latitudes as we are

green horizon
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have to get there

foggy path
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Except they have bigger mountains I guess

fresh heath
north torrent
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Can I eat it?

placid thistle
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seems more robust than what 4.26 will have and doesn't require DXR

cursive crypt
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be happy we have gpu one even, lol

mint onyx
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@placid thistle looks like they heavily used irradiance caching like old Lightmass ๐Ÿค”

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it produces less detail than i expect in that interior scene

cursive crypt
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Haven't you been doing something on that end too? ๐Ÿค”

mint onyx
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it is a change in direction that we abandoned IC on primary rays

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Either my CUDA one and 4.26 DXR one doesn't do that

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less detailed and easy to produce artifacts; I hope results from unigine users are as clear as this marketing video, though I am not competent to deliver an algorithm like that :(

cursive crypt
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Tbh, I haven't looked even at the upcoming implementation in UE as well...

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As long it is faster, that fine by me. Then I don't know about the difference of quality compared to conventional build.

mint onyx
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The denoiser is actually quite good; it has trouble with edges, yet I can add a weird technique so that you lower the number of samples to get better quality&speed for game use cases

placid thistle
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I guess it is a marketing video and in reality it requires Titan GPU to run it ๐Ÿ˜›

cursive crypt
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Weird technique ๐Ÿค” lol, sounds more trouble than worth.

mint onyx
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the interior scene at 0:35 is my primary suspection for IC

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Shadows on the wall are much blurrier than they should be

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Ppl have experience with my CUDA Lightmass can tell that

cursive crypt
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I'm kinda more impressed by the bubbles around the corners.

mint onyx
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Balusters casting shadows with sky is the worst case for IC but they didn't show that ๐Ÿค”

cursive crypt
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lol, valuable criticism.

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Not many traders gonna be objective and show you the strengths & weaknesses in their products.

mint onyx
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We don't do (or haven't done) any marketing for GPULM at this point ๐Ÿ˜„

cursive crypt
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Hmm... I'm sure there will be some session on this or something at least. Not everybody knows it and looks good topic.

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Some demos, strength and weakness stream sounds nice.

mint onyx
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I am actively refusing to do that as GPULM has lots of bugs now lol

cursive crypt
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lol

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Well, just warn upfront the leads, avoid them - haha. These bugs gonna bite anyway later.