@thin cobalt hey thanks a lot! So I've been meditating for 1 month more or less and I try to do 20 min a day (even though I never reach it and have to stop around 15/18), following a mindfulness guide(basically being conscious of the breath). My issue is that I can't seem to improve, nor the time I can meditate for nor in any other way. It wouldn't be a big deal if I knew that it was just a matter of time spent but the issue is that I legit hate meditating, not because it'a hard but because it feels like I'm wasting time, I dread the time of the day that I have to sit down and meditate and I'm constantly fighting my urge to get up and do litterally anything else when I try to meditate. This is in stark contrast to what I've read/ has been told to me, meditation should be a peaceful time, enjoyable even but to me it's a chore... and I get through it by discipline like many things in life. I'm just trying to be at least indifferent to it.
On the flip side a lot of people on reddit told me that I'm already halfway there since I can recognize the feeling of hating it during meditation, but then they start talking about being kind to myself and accepting feelings and I have no idea on what to do hahah

@zenith rapids and youre welcome @tender granite





but i ordered a wrist brace and plan on taking it easy for a few days. any other recommendations?
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