Everybody Hates Me

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Another post here...

I will never make it as a writer because of this...

And don't tell me you don't hate me. Just don't. None of you know me. If you knew about other aspects of my existence, you would hate me too. Almost all of you would. And people outside of this server would hate me for why I'm in this server. No one would fully and truly love and accept me

Everybody Hates Me

[restive crescent]

not to be rude but i uhh i dont hate you for liking ninjago ?

im just trying my best to help, honestly

im sorry-

ill never speak to you again i promise-

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Oh, sick! Another Ninjago fan on this server, let's go! Don't worry, I don't see you as rude or anything

[restive crescent]

:))

i was actually looking for others, lol !

low-key Cinder is w (even though im more of a Ras or Morro fan-)

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Jeez, I was really starting to think I was basically the only one in the server who really likes Ninjago... I feel so relieved there is another. Although, the Ninjago Discord Server I was in had a few queer people in it, so I guess I shouldn't be surprised

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hehe

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Honestly, I always have a blast when Cinder is on the screen, but on YouTube my pfp is Morro. I love Morro so much, too, and everyone who sees my username who knows of Ninjago always compares it to Morro, and to be honest, I find it a compliment

[restive crescent]

though if you HAD to choose a ninja (nf) who would it be??? im curious

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Jay is my favorite OG ninja, and Arin is my favorite of the newer ninja

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ARIN

i love him sm i cant lie

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Honestly, I think part of the reason he's my favorite of the newer ninja is because I can kinda relate to him

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REAL

personally speaking though, i loved Lloyd since the begining. I know hes either really overrated or super underrated but honeslty idc. I just idk especially him and his new students just AHH its just perfect ! i grr the new ninjago is such a banger (i kinda hate people who only watches the old seasons becuase of the design change in season 8)

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Actually, I think most of the newer designs actually improved the ninja. I know the older designs are classics and somewhat iconic, but the newer designs I think were overall a good choice, especially for Lloyd. I think it allowed him to get more focus, and I truly believe changing his voice actor was a good choice. The only redesigns I think are kinda meh are Kai's and Jay's. I preferred Kai's old hair, and I kinda think Jay's redesign was partially why he sorta went downhill in the 11 minute era

[restive crescent]

Yeah i see that. Lloyds development is so amazing. He goes from a bratty kid to a master who gen is a ninja warrior who protects people from vilians/bad guys even after all these years. Honesly i thought he was dead in uhh..i think season 10? im unsure though i know it probably was in the "March of the oni". I have a lot of mixed feelings about kais hair to even jays in gen. Though idk how far youve come into the seasons of DR so im not gonna say to much unless you mention where you are currently. Ive personally watched everything but i know people sometimes dont have enough time to watch, thats okay. im on a rant idk.

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Actually, I've seen the whole series. I've rewatched Ninjago Dragons Rising Season 4 Part 1, like, 3 or 4 times now, I think?

Oh, I feel so relieved to have found another Ninjago fan on Discord after all this time...

Anyway, Lloyd. Yeah, Lloyd has great development. I really loved his arc in DR Season 4, too. I'm excited for the next part of Season 4

[restive crescent]

YESS

me to bro

He still needs therapy though-

thats still a must

i cant with his visions LET THE MAN SLEEP

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Yep, definitely. The writers love to torture Lloyd, don't they?

[restive crescent]

yeah

i want to give him a hug

becuase i kind of relate to him sometimes by accident (hes also my c´link/coping link)

:0

PEAK MUSIC (ik what your listening to its peak trust just yes)

idk

im awkward

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Ninjago in general is a comfort of mine. The most comforting Season for me, though, is Season 6: Skybound, believe it or not. Which is so weird

[restive crescent]

my bad-

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No other songs hit today. And I get being awkward. Honestly, I'm so happy to see another Ninjago fan out there after all this time. I feel most at home in the Ninjago community

Also, please. I have autism and adhd, I'm a pretty weird person, myself

[restive crescent]

im sorry i just like laughed on that as it was so goddamn random- /silly

honestly i prob have ADHD and im diagnosed with Dyslexia and i can say i pretty sure i have more but i wont get into that now-

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Also, apologies, but are you part of the Ninjago Discord Server? I swear I've seen your username before (or something similar)

[restive crescent]

i think i could have been

im not sure

ive been in some over the years but not currently now

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Yeah, me neither. Wish I was, though. But that's a whole other thing

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yeah

i never felt included

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I was late diagnosed with autism and adhd (at the age of 17), but I have been diagnosed as both

[restive crescent]

oh thats great to hear you got diagnosed !

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I get that. Most of the time in the Ninjago Discord Server I either shuffled into conversations or just watched conversations happen. I get not feeling included, though

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im not really fully diagnosed with Dyslexia though it runs in my family and my parents believe i have it as well. Though the ADHD part my parents dont think i have ? but like idk

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I remember I had to shut down a argument that was rising once about whether there should be queer representation in a show like Ninjago. That was definitely something, but that's random

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only thing that comes to my mind is actually Geo and Cole im sorry-

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Honestly, for most of my life people didn't ever know what I was. They knew I wasn't neurotypical, but they didn't know what type of neurodivergence I was, or if I even was anything. It's because me adhd masked my autism and my autism masked my adhd. It was a whole thing

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holy masking /silly

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i actually think my MOM has ADHD-

if im thinking about it

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I love Cole and Geo, but there is a few other queer characters in Ninjago. I believe it was confirmed the Arc Dragon of Focus, I believe (the two headed one they used to defeat Thunderfang) is agender, the Source Dragon of Life was confirmed to be nonbinary, I believe, stuff like that. Also, that background algae farmer that had a nonbinary flag on their clothes. When I first saw that I was so happy. There are also a few characters in comics, too, that are queer. Although the ones confirmed are hard to tell in the show itself. Also, did you know the Arc Dragon of Life has a nonbinary actor, so they might also be nonbinary.
Most of the queerness is left up to headcannon and interpretation, though. A popular one is Jay is bi, for example

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My mom does have adhd

[restive crescent]

oh well-

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i actually knew most of these tough the headcanon of jay being bi is so real-

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Yeah. I also headcannon Jay as bi and I also have a few other queer headcannons, too

[restive crescent]

yes the fact that Geo in season 2 dr is looking at a picture of his little family and having flashbacks of cole like for example: Holding hands, smiling togheter and litrually saving each other. its so adorable i cant (idk if your a big fan of the ship dynamic but they are close in gen)

i believe some of the writers wanted to make them offical though becuase of the show being mostly in a lot of countries (some are not supportive of queer people in gen) that made them back of from the idea (this could be a rumor though-)

i probably shouldt be saying rumors- my bad-

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Nah, it's good. I actually really like Cole and Geo, I find them very cute

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yay

i only know like two people who kinda ship them

also completly out of the subject or is it just me or is it normal to need like sm inspo that i make all my stuff ninjago themed (especially lloyd and arin) i really hope its not unhealthy-

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Sounds like a special interest to me. I get it, Ninjago is a special interest of mine, too. I have Ninjago keychains and a Ninjago t-shirt, and I watch Ninjago stuff daily

I honestly don't know why Ninjago hits so close to home for me. Maybe nostalgia? I don't know, I just see it as a friend, which is probably weird

[restive crescent]

no-no i feel for no reason the same way-

like the friend thing, realll. especially when Lloyd has like a motivational speach about smt and i gen everytime i feel down i just like use his voice as motivation and mental health support or something-

its it feels weird, but it isint inherently bad

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Honestly, I think part of why Ninjago Skybound hits me so hard is because of how resilient Jay is. I admit, sometimes I want to "wish it all away", so to speak, but Skybound is just a reminder for me to keep fighting, no matter what. It also reminds me to listen to my heart, too

[restive crescent]

thats so amazing

honestly i just fixate if im being real

not about the "wishing it all away" thats less amazing..

i kinda relate-

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Well, me too, actually, because I also love all the rest of Ninjago, too (well, most of it, excluding Crystallized and maybe the Fire Chapter of Season 11), but I love it more when it gets more emotional, like Skybound or Ninjago DR Season 4 Part 1

[restive crescent]

yes when lloyd hade to face the Temple of the green ninja was so funny and like emotional at the same time

because he put ALL of the blame on himself like TAKE A BREAK

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That's pretty relatable, though, actually

[restive crescent]

sadly yes

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Also, very random, but because I was reminded of it, the first time my partner saw Cinder (she hadn't even seen the rest of Ninjago, I was just randomly watching it once at her house), she burst out saying "oh my goodness, he's so gay. Like SO gay" (which I find funny, because she also has a good gaydar)

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STOPP

he low-key though-

maybe

Cinders and Jordanas beef is just yes

"There can only be one secound in command, sorry"

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Yeah. You know, I've seen people ship Jordana and Sora

[restive crescent]

its a iffy ship for me

same with Lloyrumi

i just CANT with LLOYRUMI

WHYYYY??

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Yeah, I don't quite ship Jordana and Sora myself, it's just something I've noticed others ship

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I hate llorumi. It's my least favorite ship ever

[restive crescent]

REALL

and GREENFLAME

dont even get me started on that

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But, of course, I don't hate on those that do ship llorumi. It's all a matter of opinion, but I really hope the writers DON'T make llorumi cannon ever

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REALL

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You know, most of the ninja × ninja ships I can't really see or ship ( unless it's Jay × Nya, jaya. I do like jaya). The only ones I can kinda see is Jay × Cole (bruise, I believe), or Kai × Cole (lava, I believe), but even those ones I don't actually ship

Actually, I don't even really ship Kai with anyone. Like, I don't even really care about the ship Kailor (Kai × Skylor)

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LAVA AND BRUISE MENTIONED OMG YES

though i kindaaaaaaaaaa ship plasma (jay x kai) though idk

its a mix

i dont even try to ship Lloyd with anyone at all

its pointless

akita, harumi ? who knows man-

honestly hes single in my eyes

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That would be great, actually

[restive crescent]

hes just so..aroace coded or just single and focused on saving the world

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I don't quite see Lloyd as aroace, since he seemed to fall hard for Harumi based on just her looks

[restive crescent]

yeah idk

i mean maybe he like got truama from her and decided to stop finding love and focus on being a master to new ninja?

im unsure

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There are aroace identities that are based on trauma, actually

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thats it right there, perfect

adding that to my headcanons

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Though I do kinda see Harumi and Morro as aroace, but I'm not so sure about that one, because in the past I've liked the ship morrumi, but I think it would be cool if it were a queerplatonic relationship, too

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Morrumi is new to me

only person i know that used to ship that

/not rude

i gtg soon though its like almost middnight-

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Yeah, it's a pretty niche one, but I noticed the two of them are super similar, so I think it could be cool if they met. Whether they be enemies, lovers, queerplatonic, or whatever.

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Oh, I see. Well, I hope you sleep well

[restive crescent]

if i sleep

idk

i just cant sleep sometimes

gn

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It was fun to talk to you, good night