tidal heath
So I was calling my dad and he reminded me I have math homework (I suck at math) and I told him I didnt wanna do it and he yelled at me. I'm failing math because I can't understand it and I'm procrastinating badly again (which makes my math grade drop) like my mind is just blank and thinking of anything other than math also there are no notes on it + for some reason when I focus on stuff that I dont like too hard I get extremely tired I kinda know that I have to do it but it feels like I'm frozen in place like I literally feel paralyzed rn and I hate that I can't understand math and that I procrastinate so bad. Like everyone else can understand it PERFECTLY FINE but I just can't. The only way I can understand math is if my teacher is doing a 1 on 1 with me, because then it all clicks. I feel so stupid that I can't understand it and I feel and come off as lazy because I can't just get up and do a simple assignment. Its not that hard to just get up and write a few numbers but nope. most times if I even write just a few numbers or write/finish one equation, I feel so exhausted and stuff. Idk what to do anymore.