Fuck, I can't do this

[slate pagoda]

Shit with my money because I hate cooking, so it goes way more into food than it could cost me. Then again, my future's stolen by the rich and powerful assholes in charge that want the 1950s back, I'll rant about this another time.

I'm running short on gender affirming underwear, I can't find time and energy to get my meds with my private provider sorted (so I feel like my medical transition's not even going anywhere, can't get surgery without hormones, will be stuck in the UK for the rest of my life unfortunately), I might have to move back with parents by mid-July once this subtenancy's over.

Fuck, I want a pay rise (and I better get one as the shifts are getting busier in the warmer months), and a 9-5 so I can support myself. Currently working irregular shifts part time.

[hazy wedge]

Well my friend being kinda same situation it's best if u save money minimize the costs u have do move country u can get a job and rent cheap places and u get surgery and treatment u want like some countries u can do stuff easily my friend did that also like u should try find 2 source income only job not provide my other friend like do jobs online and irl same time so they can live I not professional btw keep mind this I leaned my friend who almost exact thing