I'm sorry if this is a very corny message but I just can't keep it to myself anymore
I loved a person far away from me for about 9 months. I hadn't let myself love openly for a while and I had horrible self esteem when we started. We made so many plans, so many promises. I learnt every topic he liked, played every game he liked that I had. I have his full name memorized to this day. He hasnt talked to me since January. When we broke up I felt absolutely broken. A lot has happened since then.
I thought I was over him but tonight, I felt a notification and I got up to check (I don't get many) and I don't know why but I really believed it was him
I was disappointed when there was nothing there.
I remember everything about him, his name is burned into my mind, but does he even remember what he used to call me?