Idk how to name this

[lunar juniper]

I live in foster care. It sucks here. I can only go out once a week. I can't have my devices past 9:30pm. Due to the fact I can only go out once a week I have no irl friends. I genuinely feel like im in the last few weeks or days of my life living like this but, I don't know. Suicide doesn't feel right, but living like this also doesn't.

[crisp phoenix]

Please don't commit suicide. It may not seem like you belong but we care for you (or at least I do) so it may not seem like it's worth living but just stay alive and thrive

[loud warren]

Exactly, dont commit suicide, there's light at the end of the tunnel, life will change for the better