Life has felt better and somehow worse.I started new medication but I feel kinda numb.I feel bad but its so in the background I can barely feel it if that makes sense.I try to change everything about me.Dyed all my hair,pierced my ears by myself,changed my makeup a bit,joined track,making a speech,found new interests,joined the gym and a whole much of other stuff and this is all just in the span of less than a month.I just want to change so bad.Theres this itch I never ever scratch and I just hate the way I look and act.I want to be different.
#I don't know what I feel
blazing vale
drowsy fossil
Hey sup I take meds and therapies too. It feels like that on the first month but I think that's just how the meds calm your mind's emotions while you repair it through your newfound activities. It'll get better after a few months, just keep doing fun stuff you like! And make sure you like it, cuz doing something you don't like at all won't give you satisfaction at the end of the day. Take it easy!