Another vent…(tw-sh mentioned)

[strange wharf]

So for a while me and this kid had beef. It was so bad I lost all my friends and had to find new ones.in my last vent I said I was having issues with my current friend group(read that if you want to Idm) the kid I had beef with had driven me into this deep pit of horrible mh

(TW-IDK HOW TO DO THE SPOILER THING SO SKIP IF YOU DONT WANNA HEAR ABOUT SH)
Due to my mh getting so bad I resorted to sh Ik it’s bad for you but at the time I was so stressed and sad I did it to escape my thoughts. NEVER DO SH THO it’s not worth it.

Ok now here is where I started to regret a decision I made. I became friends with him again and fucking vented to him. Oh how much I regret it. Last time I vented about me questioning my sexuallity he used it as a weapon against me to control me. Genuinely I’m so fucking dumb why am I friends again with the guy who made my mh get so bad. wtf do I do

I regret talking to him again so much. He’s also incredibly homophobic and I’m gay so like idk how to tell him✌️

[strange wharf]

Oh yeah I forgot to add if someone says drop him idk how to we are in the same tutor and pe group. I get I could just ignore him but that didn’t work when we were beefing

[light dome]

I hope everything goes well for you, try ignoring him since he is not good for you at all and I understand it’s hard and I hope everything gets better and it will.

[strange wharf]

He won’t stop messing me and asking to call and go out.im scared to drop him as he has screenshots of me saying stuff that could ruin my reputation(nothing racist,homophobic or bad) and he clearly wants to be friends but I don’t really want to after what he has done to me

[light dome]

I totally understand your struggles, maybe you could try being his friend again and you also make it kinda clear that if he messes with you that you tell him. You could also tell him that you are gay, REAL FRIENDS SUPPORT YOU and if he doesn’t then you leave him. I know it’s hard but it will get better

[strange wharf]

Yeah I will try be friends with him but idk about coming out to him he’s openly homophobic he called his friend who came out to him the f-word so I think it’s best he doesn’t know

[light dome]

Yeah my best advice would be to leave, you choose obviously but he doesn’t seem supportive at all and just generally rude. Although I hope for the best for you