#TW Is life supposed to suck this much

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vernal abyss
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Money is such an annoying thing I have hated every job I’ve had thus far. I have felt so alone so many times in the past few years. I’m looking up strategies on how to live houseless and thanks to a certain person I can not afford to travel to my school without doing a bunch of side hustles on top of work that I’m already supposed to be doing on top of my schoolwork which is a bit.

I feel like the only place where I don’t have to worry about keeping myself alive is online at school (when I’m not stressing about homework ) and when I’m asleep

I am looking at different countries because honestly the US is a dumpster fire right now even if my family doesn’t see it. Is there anything to even look forward to :(

it’s not that I don’t have friends I can talk to and I’ve had less times where I feel alone but I still have times where I do feel alone. My close family is very conservative and has voiced stuff about not allowing me to stay if I don’t go to certain places and all my friends live about 30 km away from me.

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Sorry about the big vent post