||I'm so tired of this. I'm tired of trying to care for people that don't care for me.
I'm tired of being so fucking sensitive all the time.
I'm tired of trying to act like I dont think of relapsing everyday.
I'm tired of trying to heal what's broken.
I relapsed yesterday because I was feeling like it and I was also having a breakdown
I feel so invalid because whenever I think of relapsing I'm just.. Out of it.
Like I'm crazy but I don't control what I'm doing.
I'm sorry this sounds so stupid||
#TW mentions of: self harm
elder gust
ember steeple
It doesn't some things you have to try to let go even if it's hard some things you try for you have to stop trying for and the things that are broken but not important will have to wait. In the same spot it's in or be taken out to the trash your going through a lot. Make time for yourself to take a break
There's people that love you I know there is
elder gust
It doesn't some things you have to try to let go even if it's hard some things y...
Thank you.
ember steeple
No problem I hope I helped
elder gust
No problem I hope I helped
Yeah you did, but I didn't mean actual broken things lol
ember steeple
I'm talking Abt what your talking Abt tho it also looks like I'm talking Abt broken things I'm talking Abt leaving some things behind the unimportant things