16 Trans girl living in Turkey:p, my family (except I guess my brother) is completely transphobic, homophobic and very religious, I also, don't have anyone except for one friend IRL. I have attempted before, I've done (silly) things to myself before, but honestly it doesn't even calm me down anymore, my dysphoria is so ducking rampant all the fucking time. I hate my fucking "body". And despite being dysphoric all the fucking time I still have doubts and question myself so fucking much, I literally, spent the entire day questioning whether I'm really a girl, which questioning myself makes me uncomfortable and makes me want to do (silly) things but I can't fucking be sure, I know that's not how gender works but I'm just so scared I want to stop feeling like a predator or a fucking creep or a liar, just writing this makes me uncomfortable, my family has been quite honest with me and how I actually look. My mom, she's humiliated, called me ugly and said that I'll never a woman and I'll never be pretty and I'll always be ugly as a girl, she says that I have to accept that I'm a boy, and my father.... I don't want to talk about him. I'm so fucking sick of these two fucking morons dictating my useless life.
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I hope you feel better soon, and remember, you ARE a girl to us 😄
Hi! Another (mostly) trans girl here! I know exactly how you feel. Even though I know I’m trans and I’ve proved it, I still doubt myself about it so often for like, no reason. I’ve just come to understand that’s one way my gender dysphoria manifests. Just know that it’s completely normal and if you have to ask yourself that much if you’re trans, you’re probably trans! Also it sucks you have to live in such an unaccepting environment. What your parents are doing is not okay. And I know it feels so hard to keep believing that you can be feminine and happy, but you have to. For your sake. Good luck!

Thank you 💜