My boyfriend of over a year broke up with me over a month ago to get with the girl he promised he had no feelings for. And I have a bunch of friends, but none of them feel as close as they used to and I don’t know when that happened. I feel myself slipping deeper into a bad place, a place I’ve avoided for a while, but I don’t know who to go to. I don’t want to bother anyone, but venting and talking about things is like my favorite thing? I like talking to people. But I feel like all my old friends have better things to do and people to talk to, and my new friends don’t talk about deep stuff. When I’m stressed and want to vent, I have no one to go to anymore. It was always my boyfriend, he was the one I would open up to about everything, and then he dropped me and replaced me like I was nothing. And now who do I have? Friends have told me I can talk to them, but I feel like a burden. Things were finally doing so good, and now I feel so, so, so alone. I just tried to open up to my parents (which I should know is a mistake), and they showed me once again why I don’t do that. And I can’t go talk to someone about that because I can’t be a burden to my old friends, and my new friends don’t even know all of that. I feel like I’m falling apart and no one even knows. I don’t know what to do. I don’t even really miss my ex, I just miss being that close to someone. Nothing seems to help lately, and I want to sink into the earth and feel the pressure of it all around me and somehow just live there for a week, then come back up and magically everything’s better and easier. I just. Idk. I don’t even know at this point.
#I feel so lonely
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And I need a hug so badly. Like I wish I could just randomly start hugging all my friends because dang I did not realize I craved physical contact this badly until I lost the one I hugged all the time
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I’m here for you. I understand. The girl I spent a year falling for and was so happy to finally date left me after a very short period and I feel you, I know it’s not the same but id still like to share to show you I relate and care.
I’ll gladly let you vent, it’s not a burden or an issue and I love to hear people talk, no matter what it’s about tbh
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And I need a hug so badly. Like I wish I could just randomly start hugging all m...
Replying to this so u know I replied as well btw
thin sonnet
And I need a hug so badly. Like I wish I could just randomly start hugging all m...
I’ve literally never even been hugged by anyone other than my close family so yeah I feel that, I wish I could give you one if it’d make you feel better
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I’m here for you. I understand. The girl I spent a year falling for and was so h...
It may not be the same, but still really really sucks, and I’m sorry that happened
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I’ll gladly let you vent, it’s not a burden or an issue and I love to hear peopl...
Thank you ❤️
thin sonnet
It may not be the same, but still really really sucks, and I’m sorry that happen...
That’s not why I told you but thank you
I just wanted to show I relate to you, I’m autistic and odd and that’s how I show I care 😭
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That’s not why I told you but thank you
I know, but still lol
thin sonnet
Lolol thank you
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I just wanted to show I relate to you, I’m autistic and odd and that’s how I sho...
No that’s real I do the same lol
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Thank you, I appreciate it 🫶 idk like even knowing that someone read this vent and gets it helps yknow? So thank you