hoary linden
I dont really want to live anymore. II just lost my will to live. And its not even that bad. I might start cutting eventually but then id have to wear more hoodies and people might get suspicious. I want to just fail, see my teachers disappointed in me. I want them to see that i dont care anymore. IIm expressing my mental state in my level kf effort. I dont really care. I hate my faceface my chest and my legs. I put on makeup so i focus on that. Baggy clothes help. But also acting confident. If everyone sees a confident person they wont bother with the questions. 'Oh, why dont you eat as much? Why are your arms covered?' I say its the lipsticklipstick Stains. Across my arms, dragging my lips to cover the cutscutscutscutscuts. Itll always be like this, and for what?.