|| I've honestly felt numb for years without realizing it. I realized not too long ago that I was numb most of my life after I was about 7, I grew up in different situations, grew numb to each of them. I don't feel joy or sadness when things happen, the only time I do is when I'm stimulated enough but not stimulated to the point I'm panicking. It's been nearly 11 months since I last truly cried for myself. I lost touch with reality. Everything's as if it's just another show I can flip to on TV, but it's actual life... many things have happened in my life I'm not proud of, but it made me to be stronger mentally in all the wrong ways. Once I used to wish I never felt anything like anxiety or sadness, but nowadays that's all I wish to feel for once. I've been getting better, but everything's just so boring and nothing seems real. I also got some tests done and found out I have several mental health issues, but all will fix itself in due time. Mwah, love you all/p. ||
#Numbness: TW⚠️
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We're extremely sorry that you have to deal with this, we can only imagine how difficult it must be. You're incredibly strong and we believe in you. Like you said, it will take time, but we still believe in you, you got this 🫂
spice mango
We're extremely sorry that you have to deal with this, we can only imagine how d...
Thank you, Kaovin