I did something stupid today//TW//

[ember oriole]

Today I had a rough day school. People in highschool can be douchebags but now that I have no friends its gotten worse. Everyone in my class makes fun of me because of my weight and says mean thing about me. They've done it for years and I've snapped a few times which causes them to bully me even more. I have depression and have struggled with dark thoughts in the past and today I acted on them. This might be a little triggering for a few people so im going to spoiler them ||I cut four of my fingers with a saw from a Swiss army knife, they're small cuts so no permanent damage but I had to cover them with plasters|| im struggling and I honestly just need to talk about it. Thank you

[tired frigate]

so u wanne talk abt it? ok go ahead

[worthy osprey]

Lowkey relatable, ||I use the knife part instead of the saw of my Swiss army knife, and I go for my wrists and arms.|| My latest cuts (a few weeks ago) are still healing, and the few times people have noticed anything I've blamed it on 1 of my 4 cats