i just feel depressed | Pridecord | Page 1

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 10:53 AM

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idk why, but recently ive just felt so depressed and worn out with everything. i have no interest in the things i love to do, and kind of embarrassing but i dont feel the need to take care of myself anymore, or even clean up my room bc whats the point anyways.bWhich i hate bc i like having some organisation, but i cant bring myself to do it I can barely get out of bed, and my brain seems to be in a constant numb fog, or like the static you'd see on the older tvs. i havent had a decent night of sleep in idk how long, i just end up staring at the ceiling, or doomscrolling with no purpose or anything.

i have no one i can really talk to abt this, bc my parents just think im being lazy. i had a bf i could talk abt it to, but we broke up a month ago. I feel like ill burden my closer friends, so i dont tell them everything.

ik it didnt just come out of nowhere, but i havent felt like this in a few years so i thought it was gone. i just feel so off, and out of place, idk what to do

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 12:57 PM

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U can talk to me, if u want

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And try thinking why

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 1:01 PM

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thanx. i mean ive been depressed before, and my parents never help. but ive been somewhat more happy recently. not cheerful, but happy enough. so idk why i feel so depressed all of a sudden

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maybe smth triggered it but idk what

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 1:05 PM

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Euhm could it be bc u broke up with ur bf

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 1:05 PM

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i mean it was kind of mutual. It was long distance, so i already felt lonely anyways

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maybe?

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 1:06 PM

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a long distance relationship?

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 1:08 PM

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yeh we had been able to meet up a few times, but he was always so distant and ghosted me a few times, so we just ended it

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 1:08 PM

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Srr to hear that

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Are there things that make u happy?

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 1:10 PM

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yeh ig, tho when i tried them i still felt disinterested and felt as if i didnt like them as much

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 1:10 PM

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And what makes u happy exactly

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Like playing a game, calling, watching a movie, ...

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 1:21 PM

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i like drawing, and reading. reading is a stable but i dont have a lot of time to read anymore. but when i draw, i sink lower a lot now, bc ik itll never be good enough

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 1:26 PM

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Ok

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 1:31 PM

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sorry if that doesnt make a lot of sense

lucid dirge Mar 31, 2026, 1:37 PM

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no, its ok, wanne talk abt it?

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or is there something else?

main canyon Mar 31, 2026, 2:24 PM

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idk

#i just feel depressed