#I fucking ruin everything

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slate flower
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I met this guy ages ago on TikTok we had a long streak then I got pissed at him and sent it to some people I said this guy bruh I said was 14 years old and he was 18 WAIT I KNOW THIS SOUNDS BAD BUT HANG ON I had a lot of people saying I was being groomed I sent out of context ssc and blocked him called him names sent a long text making up bullshit but as I look on it I'm the asshole I promise them I'd never leave now look at this as I lay and think about it my mental state is worsening I wrongly accused him of grooming I didn't show his user and I'm tryna rekindle the fire and I've been tempted to end multiple times

quick hatch
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slate flower
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quick hatch
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Are you angry with yourself?

slate flower
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Very

quick hatch
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Are you still in contact with him?

slate flower
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Yeah

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I've been tryna rekindle things

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Not going good tbh

quick hatch
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euhm, what did u tell him (exactly)

slate flower
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Lemme copy it

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Maybe I'm the one who should be sorry I just gotta say sorry for being an ass sorry for all of this coming out of the blue sorry for not always being able it comfort you sorry for just not being the person you needed HELL I'm sorry for sending you this message I just I keep wanting to talk to you yk but it's just like you wouldn't trust me like the "adios prick" just made me believe I'm the scumbag and I'll accept I am I just can't bear with the fact I just left so suddenly please just forgive me if not you can go tell me to go die in a ditch I'm not gonna block you this time like a coward maybe you could idk just yeah you get what I mean

Yours sincerely, just a guy

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That's what i sent

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Been tryan get him to text me back but he's been ghosting which I can't blame him for

quick hatch
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and euhm

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yh

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im srr

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i have rll no idea what i can do

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i think its just a friend who u lost

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im srr