My bf broke up with me

[wide wadi]

I just need a hug tbh nothing more cus i feel like shit

I have something important to say. But I'm bad with putting my emotions into words. So what I say next might feel strange, but I don't know how to do it any other way. I hope you won't simply respond with "oh", because.. that has happened to me before and it left me uncertain. Listen.. I really care about you a lot, but I don't want to be in a relationship with you anymore. My feelings for you changed over time and I can't help but realize I no longer love you like I did when the relationship started. I want to be honest with you, but this is hard for me to even type. I want to stay friends with you, but if you don't want that it's fine too. I know that after this I might seem distant for a while, but I need some time myself. I won't take a second relationship with you though, I can't do that. It just feels wrong to me. I've thought about this for a long time, this wasn't just a thought that popped into my mind today and thats why this hurts me even more. I should've been honest earlier. I'm sorry Charlie. Im gonna go offline now because Im not feeling well rn

This is what my than bf send to me

[sharp obsidian]

I know how you feel. It hurts. I’m sorry and I hope you know I relate a lot more than you think, matter of fact I’d gladly share the message my ex girlfriend decided to send after promising she wouldn’t leave me the day I entered the hospital after a (TW: ||attempt||) and then broke up with me literally a day later while I couldn’t respond

I don’t mean to make it about me when I say that btw, I just want you to know I relate and understand and that I’m here for you