reef pivot
The dysphoria just seems to be getting worse. All the Women's Month stuff. All the gender envy. It hurts so much that I have to wait years just to move out of this country. Just to get only a slim chance to be myself.
And I feel like I only have till this year before the last bit of my mental health erodes completely.
odd nexus
i know june how hard it must be, to feel like you will never be able to reach the thing you deserve, the fear is real and you are not alone, there were and are people who were stuck like you but they are finding peace and getting out/working towards a safer/more comfortable future. You will too don't worry about that, i know it feels like this will be your state forever and how bad the imposter syndrome gets, but in the end it'll all be okay. Please belive me, stay strong and keep fighting
reef pivot
I kind of don't think I'll make it to next year. I fear at some point I become mentally unstable
reef pivot
I'm so tired...