I hate this, i wanna die die die :)

[thorn tide]

i hate life, social anxiety, depression, sleep disorder, eating disorder, you name it i probably have it! My dad makes me feel like shiiii, my sisters hit me and threaten me, and im just ready. Im lesbian and non-binary and my dad is SUPER homophobic. I need help but can't get it

[thick hearth]

Bro

[storm hinge]

Hey, please try and reach out to cps, as this is not okay. Do you only live with your dad and sisters, or do you also have a mum living there with you?
please try and reach out to someone- anyone. Wether it’s school, friends, etc. please try and get help.

[sullen furnace]

hey, very late response sorry, I’d like to talk about me a little maybe it’ll help you, I hope, I’m in a very similar situation to yours with depression and everything else, as you said you name it I have it, I’m still struggling with this, I have been struggling for a few years now and never thought I could get out of here until maybe two weeks ago, I talked to a friend of mine about everything and they gave me hope of getting better… somehow, and saturday, in two days I’ll finally talk to a therapist about this, I’m still scared to do it because it’ll change my life for the good but also not but it can’t be worse than constant pain every day every second, all that to say that even at the lowest there’s a way, maybe people like your dad won’t approve you seeking help idk but even in this situation there’s a way, take things step by step, first you can try talking to someone you think will understand, just don’t stay alone and if you ever need to talk and have no one to talk to just dm me, or someone else, it’s not a lot but it’s better than nothing (sorry for making such a long message I wanted to say a million more things but that’s already very long)

[tame linden]

Yes i would contact cps if i was in that situation