Doing really bad

[sterile haven]

I honestly don’t think I’ve ever truly felt a positive emotion in my life(the closest is probably just beating a hard boss in a game but that doesn’t ever feel like I’m truly happy just like a kind of artificial happiness that I’ve been conditioned to kind of feel) and I think I’m probably depressed and I hate my body and everytime I think about it and i want to talk to people about I convince myself that it’s normal or that it doesn’t actually matter because talking about it is hard and I don’t want to be a burden on people.

[dense zinc]

Hey, you would never be a burden upon me and know that I’m here to help if you need someone to talk to.

I’ve dealt with depression for the majority of my life so I understand how it feels. I’m sure you’ve felt positivity in your life, but negative thoughts and depression push away those memories and make them feel like the feelings in them weren’t true.

[sterile haven]

Thanks a lot. It honestly really helps to know someone cares.