No one will respond to this. I know this because humanity is selfish they only care about others problems when they are of use to them, every time someone responds to a vent it is for their own gain, they want to lust over me gain my trust they want me to rely on them they want to use my pain to talk about themself, it’s always “oh this happened to me too” or “oh im so sorry that happened to you, you can talk to me” but the reason no one will respond to this is because it gives them no gain, I have many reasons for that, my first reason, I can not be fixed, some people may reason fo the reason they want to fix me they want my problem to be solved to make themself feel better but I can not be fixed, my second reason is, I will feel nothing when someone responds, I won’t validate you if you respond to me, I won’t act as if you’ve done some godly deed I won’t give you anything I will not help you or owe you anything, my third reason is you can not relate to my experience you can not use this to talk about yourself, I’ve never met anyone like me I’ve never met anyone who has gone through what I have gone through or sees the world the same as me, if they say they do they lie, they say they won’t leave. Lie. They say they care. Lie. They say they understand. Lie. No one tells the truth it’s human nature after all they even try to lie to me. They tell me I’m normal when I’m not. They say they know me when they don’t. They say I feel emotion when I don’t. They say I’m sane. They say it’s all in my head. They say I’m human. They say life is worth something. They say god cares. They say humanity is real. They say things over and over again as if they try to lie to themselves as well as if maybe if they say it enough it’ll come true, they will fix me? Fix themself? Fix humanity? Fix god? Well they are wrong. I am not normal. I am not human. I have no humanity. Humanity is emotion humanity is sex and pleasure and violence and hatred and greed and lust and envy humanity is pretending you’d care if someone died, death is natural so why must we go so far to prevent it? I know what I am. I am a test. A test sent for humanity. A test they have failed. They failed when they told me I was a demon for being different. They failed when they screamed and cried and begged for attention the only way they knew how. They failed when they lied to me. They failed when they tried to fix me. They failed when they broke me. Broke each other. Broke themselves. They failed when they promised they wouldn’t leave. They failed.
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tough heart
quiet bison
hey!! i just wanna make ppl feel better :((
but like i lowkinuinely pour my heart into this when im bored to make someone's day!
im gonna go read this dw
um hey, like whatevs ur saying is just an assumption, the words people say to comfort you come from their heart, but its so overused it becomes a cliche to you. over text it may sound "dismissive" at times, but we're also trying our best!
sometimes when i m helping someone, i try to relate to my past experiences to help better. i get that you think we're lying
and no, ur not a 'test' of some sort, you live life to have some worth in it!
i think that as long as you find some long-term fun in things, it should be your motivation to live longer
modern granite
No one will respond to this. I know this because humanity is selfish they only c...
Broski I can promise you that there are plenty of people who care for no reason and if you haven't found those people they'll find you eventually
molten ridge
Shellfish (selfish) /dad joke?