nova flicker
this went on for a whole week, my mom would try to "snap me out of it" by telling me homophobic stories and how "being gay isnt the norm and how being straight is the only thing acceptable", my parents would keep lecturing me until i finally told them that i'll turn straight for real. they know that the government is trying to get more of the population to accept being gay, but she says that it will never happen in the family. from then, i left all my "rantable" friends in locked chat and nothing has ever happened since between the family abt this.
a few days later, 2 of my classmates (in my class of 25) have made fun of my sexuality and would not hesitate to use slurs on me. cuz apparently i was too open about this. i emailed my form teacher about that and we sorted it out after class. but it really changed me on a larger range cuz i started to question myself on my sexuality. i cried myself to sleep sometimes and it was a really hard time for me. i kept quiet to myself and ranted to my close friends only. however, i dont feel like ive been heard, so i've joined this discord to connect with people like me.
im keeping myself lowkey abt it cuz
i dont wanna get attacked again. if my parents find out that i'm not actually straight, how do i just tell them to accept who i am and not make a fuss about it?
i am also like rlly desperate for a boyfriend so like does anyone have any ideas to like find one?? i still wanna keep it lowkey but i can show my pride if its a must