little vent, idk [TW, SUICIDE MENTION] | Pridecord | Page 1

soo... my friend have fallen out. and you might be wondering: 'oh no thats normal' well its not in this case because one friend is trying to talk it out, who is my gf, and the other is ignoring them and being mean(?) to them and then the mean friend is basically cut off from out friend group and she's been ignored so she's ignoring them back and stuff and today she got yelled at by my other friend because she said smt nasty to my gf and yeah and the friend who has basically been cut off from our friend group just told me shes gonna try ||commit|| tonight and its rlly damaging me because i've been trying to hold this together, it's like- i'm a fragile bridge holding two islands together, and one island is rlly cold and damp and eerie and harsh and the other one is lively and sunny and stuff, and the lively one is all my other friends, the the cold one is the friend wanting to commit, and ik its not a great example but i just dont know how long i can hold the two islands together before i'm going to have to let go from one, more specifically, the cold one, but i have to be there for her because i still like her and i would genuinely be sobbing if her attempt was successful, and shes not replying to me anymore and idk who else to tell because i cant tell anyone else because i have no means of contacitng them and this is overwhelming ME now and stuff and i just dont know what to do

#little vent, idk [TW, SUICIDE MENTION]