topaz matrix
My ex best friend is threatening to tell my entire school I'm gay, most of the other guys at my school are homophobic. Im never invited to anything exept for my closest of friends who I am nothing but a total dick to. My family is falling apart and we all hate eachother. I have a school trip to Hawaii planned in a few weeks and I want to kill myself before I go back, I can't come back to this hell after being in paradise so long. I can't even go to the beach much because I can't show part of my legs due to cutting marks. I just found out some of my female friends were talking a bunch of shit about me and spreading messed up lies. I get nightmares almost every night. They cause me to wake up multiple times so I get no good sleep and I'm exhausted all day. Sometimes I literally can't focus in class because I'm falling asleep. And all of my grades are suffering heavily
lost yoke
elfin swan