#Rant

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wild heath
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I swear to fucking god dude every single day no matter how hard I work and whatever I do it's unappreciated and I'll do one thing wrong and suddenly every thing is my fault and i should've died
And then my sister she just keeps shouting and screaming and hitting me and she's been going through my phone and throwing tantrums for everything and no matter what I do she doesn't stop at fucking all like oh my god and then I'll ask her to do something VERY small like I told her to keep my physics notebook in class and nothing else like I need my homework and everything of the year to be corrected else I lose a full 20 marks and she just fucking left it at home and now no matter how much I study even if i score full on the exam and every other test I'll get under 80% bc of her like I told her and then she slapped me and three a tantrum and was like OKAY OH MY GOD WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM YOU'RE SUCH A B----- and then she steals everytbing and she's so incredibly hard to be around and then our mother will go and scream at me for not doing work and then she'll be like your marks don't matter it's okay and then I'll score 79/80 (which is good right? WRONG) and she'll start yelling at me bc what the fuck you didn't work hard enough bc where did that one single mark go
And then anything goes wrong in the house and she's like
It's bc of you, you're a bad omen and you were supposed to die when you were born. What kind of act did I commit in my past life to be cursed with a daughter like you
Its driving me against a wall and I can't fucking study and I haven't started and my exams start in less than 9 days

glacial junco
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Hi! It’s nothing personal how your family is acting. This is simply the state of their minds right now — hurt or angry people often hurt others. Your effort has value on its own even if others don’t recognize or see it, but you can see and value it ❤️ A good strategy in these cases is to think about how you can cope with and manage the situation without requiring them to change.

wild heath
glacial junco
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I hope everything gets better and good luck with your exams. You can do it.
You are not alone; there are many people in the community who are here to listen to you.

wild heath
light oyster