TW: Mentions of SH

[warm mica]

I'm so weak. I wanna cut. I wanna cut so so bad. My knife is too dull. I wanna cut. I had the knife in my hand, I was gonna do it. I couldn't do it with my dog staring at me. She doesn't know. She doesn't deserve to see that. I'm so scared. I'm so done. I wanna cut. I wanna cut. I wanna cut so fucking bad. I'm too weak. I keep on sliding the dull knife on my arm, over and over. I think if I repeat it enough times it'll make a cut. I wanna cut. Fuck. I don't want to talk to someone I know. I don't want to lower their spirits. They're having a good day. I'm scared. I wanna fucking cut.

[shadow valley]

Hey hey you are not alone. You can talk to me. I’ll try to calm you down, I can’t guarantee that those thoughts will be gone but I can lessen the how often those thoughts come. If you wanna reach out or wanna talk about your problems and need help, advice. I can show it you.

[delicate dock]

Don't do it it's not worth it :(

[fringe rain]

im gonna tell u smth that ur gonna regret hearing. THERE IS NO AFTERLIFE. after death it is pure emptyness it will feel like the same way it felt before you were born. You're brain can't accept that death is the finale bc it learns by patterns by nothing is gonna save u. This is the only life ur gonna get so make it worth it. nature dosn't work by emotions, conciousness is just something made by the brain for surivial.

[atomic island]

If you cut it is hurting and that is bad

[fringe rain]

i meann... if u cut it releases endorphines which cure pain for a while

[atomic island]

What

So if I cut I’ll get superpower

Am I actually this dumb or am I stupid

[warm mica]

I'm not looking for an afterlife. This is the only life i get, and it was doomed from the start.

[fringe rain]

so would wasting 20% of your time make u want to give up ur other 80%?

u still have a long way to go and u can chance everything in like 1 year

or 2, 3 however bad it is

[atomic island]

Life will get better

Please, trust me
Because you don’t wanna die because otherwise birb will be sad 😢

[fringe rain]

Oh god not birb!

[atomic island]

Yes very good

[warm mica]

I just wanna feel again man

Idk

[atomic island]

Then learn

I mean learn a new skill!!!

It’s help a lot