I wish I can be normal

[paper ledge]

I wish I didn't have autism I wish I didn't have ADHD, I wish I had a normal life, but unfortunately these are wishes,

I already accepted my two fates.

Death

Or homeless

[wise tulip]

jeez

do you feel like this more often or did this start ~a month ago? 'cuz sometimes people have a phase where theyre just sad, at least I do.

[paper ledge]

5 years

[wise tulip]

I don't have adhd or autism myself, or at least not bad enough to notice without a diagnosis, so I don't think I can help much with this. All I can say is, nothing is worse than death, even tho it might've seeem like it

[paper ledge]

Read my original post

[wise tulip]

you're reaching out so deep down you believe there's still hope

[paper ledge]

Not hope my only option

[wind python]

Hi, I have autism and possibly ADHD and I get this and I feel like it's similar for me, especially with my ASD, anxiety and depression, but sometimes you've just got to enjoy the little things while they're there, trust me, it's hard and may not get better quickly or at all but just know that there are people who care about you :3