pearl flare
For dear of Lord,
I am tired of facing homophobia every single day I breathe in weekdays.
Why isn’t my uztaz taking a break from his obssession against LGBTQIA+ community when he clearly condemns them?
If I admit my truth, I’ve commited a biggest sin, became a kufur or a “munafiq”.
If I faked otherwise, I can’t be happy. Suppressed and feeling pressured by arranged marriages.
I understand no one would call me this if I quietly come out to someone I trust, but my guts tells me somebody would behind my back.
There’s no win-win situation for my case. both ways leads to predictable, grievious consequences.
I am afraid.
I have become more afraid, to even living without fear.
I love to think about my future careers, but my sexual orientation? I recommended don’t ask that.
austere hare