I been resently not talking to people being closed off i have severe depression i want to kill my self but idontdo it yet i know theres people who would be upset and would do same if i did thatlkmemy friends. I have trust issues i havent been a good influence to other kids as having bad grades in lying I dont even k ow how to be happy now.
I have bad trust in others i dont know people lie others someone acused me of harrasing and i cant find a comunity that matches real me.