swift shale
The title is pretty self explanatory, I feel. My grandma is the worst. Like... the worst. She's the ultimate boy mom, and when she's around, my already emotionally constipated dad gets worse and it's all my grandparent's fault (mostly hers). My parents fight more and my dad is more of an asshole. It takes MONTHS after she leaves for him to become a decent man again.
So, she's coming to live with us in the summer. That's in like 3 months. My grandmother is catholic and extremely homophobic. My dad is better than her, but only bc of proximity to my ally mother. So if I need to come out, I really gotta do it b4 demon grandma gets here. Problem is... I'm way too scared to do anything.
Not like they'd hurt me or smth, but idk what my dad will do. He calls gay people 'confused' and refuses to acknowledge us. He thinks wearing PINK will make men attracted to him. He said watching queer tv shows will make me 'confused' (too late dad). So, really, I'm stuck. Also, during the summer, I have to go to church with my grandma and listen to them talk abt how "all'a them queers" are going to burn in h*ll forever. So... that's fun.
What the hell do I do?? I cannot come out during the summer, but I've been gay for like 3 years now and I'm 100% sure this is never going to change. And I hate lying to my parents, besides this, they're the best people to ever exist.
Send help 🙏
undone wigeon