I think I may be a trans woman, I have shut down the idea a few times because I was in denial, but now I'm experimenting with the idea of being a girl and I find it comfortable and relaxing in a way, I've mostly been experimenting with clothes and appearance.
I feel like I can't come out because of family judgement and fear of being judged. They already question my clothes, I just tell them I got the wrong size. my mother's religious views, siblings/cousins judgement also scare me.
Also my bad for yapping lol