#Empathy

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zinc warren
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It’s practically worthless to me and at this points feels as though trigger warning on this continuing we will have discussion of: suicidal ideation, feelings of worthlessness, discussion about death, and whole bunch of other shit. Cool you read this good.

Empathy just makes me worth I half feel like. I’m miserable and cannot stop empathizing with random people who died who I don’t even fucking know my depression makes all of this even worse and I can’t change anything it feels like. I feel worthless and am having a fucking crisis of beliefs right now. I hate it. I hate it so fucking much. Whyyyyy. One fucking discussion with one person and I question a beliefs system I’ve had for the last like year that I’ve enjoyed. I can’t fucking take this. I am worthless I’m going to fucking fail high school. What the fuck is wrong with me. I hate it so fucking much I just want to fucking remove this.

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Right now I feel like I’m going to cry over this shit in public.