At this point, I don’t even know who are my real friends.
First off, at the beginning of this week I found out that my friend ‘can’t’ talk to me due to his parents being homophobic. Mind you, he doesn’t listen to his parents at all, and him being told not to do something NEVER stopped me.
Then I found out he MADE A GROUP CHAT with ALL the people in a GC IM in, and said “ I made a GC for everyone to get peace from insert my deadname “
First off, make a GC without me. Idc, but the words he said. THATS WHAT HURT MY FEELINGS.
and then in the GC I am in, I asked about it, and everyone started saying “ no! No! I’m neutral! I’m neutral! “ NEUTRAL MY ASS. They go ahead and delete me from that fucking GC.
This girl who deleted me, I texted privately and she said I was spamming. I WASNT. I was just saying that I wanted to be added. Then she continued to GHOST ME THE WHOLE BUS RIDE.
this girl goes on my bus and when she passed by me she went all “ ☺️🤗🤭 “ and I told her “ fuck you “ and then she got mad at me. After school I did apologize to her because the drama was FUCKING unbearable at this point.
Then yesterday, a dude in my English class that I talk to said “ guess what insert first guy said “ and I immediately said what.
The WHOLE REASON why this dude didn’t wanna be friends with me was because I “ showed my true colors “ and was “ weird “
THIS SAME FUCKING DUDE CALLED ME WEIRD? HE MOANS IN MY FACE, PRETENDS HE HAS TOURETTES, AND SAYS HES AUTISTIC FOR THE GIGGLES.
I literally CANNOT with this shit. I don’t know who is my real fucking friend at this point and it seems like everyone is turning on me.
||I literally had the pill bottle in my hand the other night when i apologized to everyone until my mom texted me asking what I wanted for dinner.||
My life escalated this week, and it sucks.
#This SUCKS.
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yes, go and find real friends. if they cant accept you, why should you accept them. from my own experience, it took a bit, but i found friends who love me for who i am, and you definitely need people like that in your life as well. im so sorry you have to go through this right now, but please do not let this take you down, use this as a motive to find real, mature people who will love and care for you. you deserve better and i hope life lends you a hand soon.