Paranoia tw:||sh, sewerslide, delusions, paranoia||

[wintry ether]

I get so scarrd eveyr night there are shadows there are people who laugh and then they strabgle me i see them they are real they make me ||carve symbols|| on my skin i hold a ||knife every night but i end up almost stabbing myself out of pure paranoia|| i swear i dont exist they are just tricking me they are gonna let me die im so scared the shadows and the talking the calling my name its

[weary elk]

Check yourself into a mental institution. For your safety and others, it's very obvious you have some form of schizophrenia and you need to be put on medication for it. If they are telling you to harm yourself, then most likely they will be telling you to harm others. Tell your family if you haven't already about this, it's for their safety and yours.

[wintry ether]

my fmaily is ablelist and iw will get dispwned

[weary elk]

Call CPS then. If they aren't treating you correctly, and don't acknowledge your mental problems then CPS will rehome you if they see how much your homelife is affecting you.

[limpid shore]

All I know is this:

• You exist.
• You belong to you.
• A shadow sometimes represents an unknown.
• Sometimes the way to be free from something is not to push away or close yourself off, but to gently let it go.

[wintry ether]

im seeing cysts

Rhey tlaktome

roses too

[wintry ether]

what if iget caught huamns are capable of extremely horrible things

[limpid shore]

I'm going to ask an odd question. How do you know what you know? How does knowing work?

[limpid shore]

I don't like that humans are capable of terrible things. I wish everyone chose to work on themselves, but a lot of people don't. You gotta look for people who are openminded.

[wintry ether]

whhhat

Sorry i dont understand

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