My dad just died due to major illness and I genuinely couldn’t stop crying. He meant so much to me and seeing him go like this shatters my heart so much
I really don’t know what to do without him besides sitting and crying the whole time, this is the first time I’m experiencing a strong level of grief and it feels so horrible
I’m desperately trying hard to stay alive but I really want to join him because I don’t want to accept that he’s just permanently gone
I really want someone to talk to me about this because it’s such an upsetting feeling for me since he would always find a way to make me happy and I was considered his favorite daughter/best friend. I didn’t know how to react to him dying but it pains me to find out about his death and all I just want is comfort from another person to talk me out through this please