This is nothing super huge, I just wanted a place to put my thoughts and feelings going forward. OCD is such a scary and frustrating thing, even in moments that are supposed to be happy ones. I’m reminiscing about my old life and it’s somehow exhausting.
I miss my dad. My family when they were all together. My parents have been divorced for a long time and yet I’m not over it. 20 years old and acting like… this. Big sigh.