Idk what to do anymore (tw: a lot) | Pridecord | Page 1

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:02 AM

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i just got into an argument with my gf of 6 months—and it scared the shit out of me since shes all i have left now. I got rid of all my friends so i don't repeat the same mistake. Im still scared and haven't gotten any sleep for a while now. I cant close my eyes without wanting to cry. I feel nauseous. I'm on the verge of relapsing back to self harm—or even considering suicide. I cant contact any hotlines bc my mother cut off all communication on my phone. I cant talk to anyone. i cant do anything. I dont think anything will be the same anymore. I wish this was just another fucked up dream of mine—but its real—i dont want it to be real.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:03 AM

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tidal ocean i just got into an argument with my gf of 6 months—and it scared the shit out of...

Hey

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Im here to listen

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:03 AM

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i dont know what to say.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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It’s okay take your time

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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its 2 in the morning for me and im so stressed out

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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tidal ocean its 2 in the morning for me and im so stressed out

Calm down

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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:(

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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Lay in bed

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Try to relax and talk to me

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:04 AM

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Again, i dont know what to say.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:05 AM

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tidal ocean Again, i dont know what to say.

U don’t have to say anything

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Listen

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:05 AM

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ok.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:06 AM

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I get its a hard time for you right now, but you need to think about how you deal with it rationally

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If your girlfriend leaves trust me you will get another

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But you only have one chance of living

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Don’t waste it on someone who’s willing to leave you over an argument okay?

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:07 AM

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theyre all like this.

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But i cant even think of losing her.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:08 AM

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tidal ocean But i cant even think of losing her.

Ive been in your place morgan

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:08 AM

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:(

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:08 AM

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And is it okay if i call u that?

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:08 AM

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mmhm!

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:08 AM

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I cried i hurt myself and even tried to take my own life

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Over someone who was hurting me even when we were together

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:09 AM

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Im sorry

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:09 AM

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And then o realised that the only problem i made was thinking irrationally

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And think about it

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:10 AM

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i feel like im the problem

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:10 AM

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Would u want to stay with someone who doesn’t want you nor love you

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Or have them leave u and have the chance of getting someone who does?

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:10 AM

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I cant replace her.., :(

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:10 AM

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tidal ocean i feel like im the problem

Trust me stuff like this is no black and white

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:10 AM

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i hope she loves me

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Sheep always happy around me

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shes*

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fucking AUTO

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:11 AM

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Morgan what made u feel like she wants to break up?

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:11 AM

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tidal ocean fucking AUTO

Haha its okay don’t stress yourself!!

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:11 AM

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she told me to forget about her :(

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:12 AM

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In the heat of the argument?

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:12 AM

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Mmhm.

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And to hang out with my bsf (who she hates)

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:13 AM

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tidal ocean she told me to forget about her :(

Im sad to hear

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Listen morgan there’s rockets outside and i need to go, ill try to talk but please stay safe

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:13 AM

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oh.

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ok.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:14 AM

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Ehh

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Im still here for u

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:15 AM

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alright.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:15 AM

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U sound like an amazing person btw

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:15 AM

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Im really not.

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im problematic

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im just trying my best and its not working :(

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:18 AM

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Dont say that Morgan

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:18 AM

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i am.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:19 AM

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Everyone is amazing

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:20 AM

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Im on the verge of getting sent to a mental facility (or the gaol)

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:20 AM

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Listen

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:21 AM

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?

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:21 AM

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When u let stuff like a bad break up get to u

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You lose yourself a lil

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:22 AM

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i have nothing left to lose.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:22 AM

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U become mean to others

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:22 AM

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im already a total asshole

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im just giving up now.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:22 AM

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Dude there’s other girls rn

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Probably some who wish they had u

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:23 AM

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not like her.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:26 AM

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Well

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Is she the first person you’ve ever dated?

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:27 AM

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no.

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but shes the best one

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havent seen anyone prettier

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Shes nice too

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but we both have attatchment issuses

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:28 AM

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Didn’t u say the same about past girls

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:28 AM

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CANT SPELL

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nope.

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i never did.

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they never lasted more than two weeks.

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ive been abandoned, replaced, and cheated on.

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im gonna fucking cry again.

opaque flume Mar 2, 2026, 10:31 AM

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tidal ocean im gonna fucking cry again.

Its okay

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Crying helps

tidal ocean Mar 2, 2026, 10:31 AM

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no it doesnt

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i cant sleep bc of it

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my face burns.

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i feel sick

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guess youre gone now.

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bye.

#Idk what to do anymore (tw: a lot)