Hey. It’s me again!(tw) suicide

[hexed trout]

It is!! I have multiple friends (including my bf) that are suicidal.. there are people out there that care abt you

[modest marsh]

First of all, "identity is a major problem in the modern world. a lot of people feel like it's one of the most important things that shouldn't be questioned, and considering their 'identity' to be something related to their sexuality or gender. it's a gap that people are seeking to fill, but can really only be filled properly with something. Since we live in a society. Secondly. struggling with overthinking, anxiety, paranoia, ect. is a natural response for humanity especially animals who became courageous after grappling with doubt. However, if it's hard to correlate these issues, then it's better to realize that correlation does not imply causation. You need good-natured helper who's capable of encouraging you figuring this stuff out, regardless of your self-doubt, fear or perhaps regret. Either way, response matters more than resolution. In the same way, situations matters more than contradictions. Thirdlly, in order to understand our identity/personalities, you must struggle. Every problem in life is interpersonal. We define fairness, righteousness, and wrongdoing based on our own experiences, and others do the same.

Fourthly, according to afterskool: "We all have an outward personality that we show to the external world, but behind that mask is our shadow. If you are Unaware of your shadow side, you will project it onto the world in the form of blame, judgement, hate, shame, guilt and resentment. When you explore your shadow, you understand that all the things that irritate you are simply keys that unlock something suppressed within you. For example, if someone's success bothers you, maybe it's not their success that is upsetting you, but rather it's the fact that you gave up on your dreams and stopped believing in yourself. Maybe it stems from the way your parents never encouraged you. Maybe that stems from the fact that your parents never got any encouragement from their parents. As Carl Jung famously said, "Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate."
Lastly, Overall, it would be much more beneficial to find friends who can aptly build bridges of honesty between you and them. Quote, unquote, "Honesty is the best policy." On top of that, wallowing in sadness is an act of expressing vulnerability honestly. True strength lies in confronting uncertainty, failure, and pain head-on, not alone, but with support from those who care for you.

[little crown]

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[modest marsh]

Hey there, I'm here for you.

[little crown]

I just can’t. I can’t do this

[modest marsh]

I definitely understand what you mean.

[red heron]

It’s worth living, genuinely

[modest marsh]

Remember, what you had a dream doesn't define your identity and worth.

[red heron]

I get it… the world is just so difficult right now, it seems impossible to get better, but just know that things are gonna be better eventually, I can speak from experience

I tried and I am so grateful it failed

[hexed trout]

Same..

[modest marsh]

Same as well.

[little crown]

I’m crying. I don’t know what to do..

[red heron]

If you can, tell someone irl about your problems

[modest marsh]

I really feel bad for you. You are not forsaken. We are here now.

[red heron]

Trust me, getting external help would’ve saved me so much pain

[hexed trout]

We all care abt you

[modest marsh]

Yep

[red heron]

Indeed

[modest marsh]

I hope Ugly little thing find a good-natured helper who cared about them.

[modest marsh]

Hello, what are your pronouns?

[shy zenith]

@little crown just make sure to ask people for help that you can trust, I made the mistake when I was younger of talking to my family (who are extremely abusive and toxic) about my suicidal thoughts and attempts, that destroyed my trust of people for years and Im still struggling to trust anyone

[shy zenith]

but yeah, please talk to someone about it so they know whats happening

people can only help if they know somethings wrong

[pulsar cliff]

Life is completely worth living for, you spend everyday wondering what that worth is, and it's to experience things, to meet people and to explore the world. Whatever you believe in, the Bible, Greek gods, Roman gods, Satan, or even nothing, you were created by something and put on this planet for a reason. Don't end it because some fuck nuts tell you to, that makes them feel entitled and victorious, show them that you're better than that, show them you don't care, go explore the world, meet people, do activities you love! People love you whether you think so or not, they do. I lived in a hell hole for a while and was so so so close to ending it then I remembered all the people I'd leave behind that'd be sad; my dad, my siblings, my mom, aunts, uncles, cousins, grandma, grandpa, friends, everyone! They'd all miss me! So I didn't end it. I moved out of my mom's house and am now living with my dad and things are far better. Things will get better for you too, no matter how tough it seems, no matter how dark the world is, there's always a spark of hope and light somewhere, you just gotta search for it, and when you find it, hold onto it, it'll guide you to more hope and light and soon the world will be bright and you'll be glad to have not ended it