so.. i don’t really know what im gonna type.. but i was silently getting diagnosed with anxiety and a possible eating-stress disorder, and because of that i feel like im failing in life.. and i feel like everyone’s judging me about appearance, likenesses, ect.. my grades are crippling.. i rip stress balls for no reason…. I feel like theres nothing i can do to be good enough
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dim frost
so.. i don’t really know what im gonna type.. but i was silently getting diagnos...
First of all, "identity is a major problem in the modern world. a lot of people feel like it's one of the most important things that shouldn't be questioned, and considering their 'identity' to be something related to their sexuality or gender. it's a gap that people are seeking to fill, but can really only be filled properly with something. Since we live in a society. Secondly. struggling with overthinking, anxiety, paranoia, ect. is a natural response for humanity especially animals who became courageous after grappling with doubt. However, if it's hard to correlate these issues, then it's better to realize that correlation does not imply causation. You need good-natured helper who's capable of encouraging you figuring this stuff out, regardless of your self-doubt, fear or perhaps regret. Either way, response matters more than resolution. In the same way, situations matters more than contradictions. Thirdlly, in order to understand our identity/personalities, you must struggle. Every problem in life is interpersonal. We define fairness, righteousness, and wrongdoing based on our own experiences, and others do the same.
dim frost
so.. i don’t really know what im gonna type.. but i was silently getting diagnos...
Fourthly, according to afterskool: "We all have an outward personality that we show to the external world, but behind that mask is our shadow. If you are Unaware of your shadow side, you will project it onto the world in the form of blame, judgement, hate, shame, guilt and resentment. When you explore your shadow, you understand that all the things that irritate you are simply keys that unlock something suppressed within you. For example, if someone's success bothers you, maybe it's not their success that is upsetting you, but rather it's the fact that you gave up on your dreams and stopped believing in yourself. Maybe it stems from the way your parents never encouraged you. Maybe that stems from the fact that your parents never got any encouragement from their parents. As Carl Jung famously said, "Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate."
dim frost
so.. i don’t really know what im gonna type.. but i was silently getting diagnos...
Lastly, you aren't programmed to binge food or drink. Instead, you're a vulnerable, sad being who is trapped by the rejection and anxiety. But somehow, you and I met each other, and everything changed??? Despite all that, you and I needed to give each other the benefit of the doubt for our own sake. Radical skepticism melted into liberation, but we needed to build bridges of authenticity between ourselves so that we could blossom like a sakura.