#Is it all my fault

10 messages · Page 1 of 1 (latest)

chilly violet
#

I've been struggling for so long.For a very very long time.Ive tried reaching out so many times and its all the same.I know im being annoying about it but I just want to feel something.I talked to my mom.I tried.She told me ill just have to experience how the hospital is because its a horrible place.My dad said "What the fuck do you expect when you aren't being straightforward with how you feel" Im trying my best and nothing happens.I dont want to deal with this anymore.Im annoying and everything just feels so dark and lonely.So many people have reached out and I didn't take the opportunities.

sage dock
#

dude if you need help

#

seek professional help

#

call the suicide prevention hotline I can’t help on discord

#

Your dad just wants the best for you. He’s there for you you’re not lonely and you never will be

chilly violet
#

The whole reason I talked to them is because I talked about seeking professional help

#

I've been seeking help for a while and I get he wants whats best for me but it kinda just hurts

sage dock
#

Dude then maybe listen to him too. Realize what you’re truly feeling and speak it clearly

#

but be honesty never exaggerate or make it seem like less

#

even if it hurts