Someone butted in front of me in a line and I had an outburst that put me and others in danger. Now I have rather violent and disturbing fantasies against said person in my mind. Im getting diagnosed for various problems in March 2. The aftermath of the outburst caused me to feel depressed and empty.
#Had an outburst after going clean for almost a month
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I also promised to myself that I will end myself when I get my drivers license and 3 toys I really want