I'm just out here suffering on the inside while giving mental support to my friends like, WHERE THE HELL IS THE CALM, SELF LOVE GIRLIE WHEN I NEED THEM?! I'm constantly overstimulated, in verbal shutdown, storming out of class, and my friends are just expecting me to listen to their problems and not listening when I need to talk, I don't know what to do, I'm constantly stressed cuz my OST is coming up, I have a project due in 2 days when I'm writing this, and I'm starting to question...everything, the good, the bad, the things you should and shouldn't...I'm constantly faking my smile and no one can tell besides my bestie and I only have one 30 min class with her where our dumb teacher separated us...and I'm being told that "You think your life sucks? Well ZYX group of people have it much worse", LIKE WHAT ABOUT ME?! WHAT ABOUT THE PERSON YOU KNOW?! Sure I may have a home and food but...It's not the solution
#Im out here STRUGGLING, my friends still expect me to be the "happy free therapist" it's my own acts
trim quartz
gilded imp
you could try to say that you know that some others may have it worse, but it still doesnt take away from the fact that what youre going through is pretty shitty/bad. setting boundaries is important, and if you tell them that you just cant handle anymore problems on top of your own and for them to stop dumpingtheir shit on you and they dont respect that, you gotta let go of them as friends, because if they dont respect boundaries, they just arent real friends, and if you feel comfortable telling that teacher in that class to just ask if you could be sat next to your best friend because of personal/mental health struggles atm (its ok if youre not comfortable with that <33)
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