I'm just like "I don't wanna die but I don't wanna wake up tomorrow", and one of my closest friends tried to take her life a few times and life is not great on my end, stressful, full of homoph0b!a and transph0b!a, and it's getting exhausting, the songs "Numb little Bug" by Em Beihold , "Careful what you wish for" by Jack Harris, "Labor" by Paris Paloma, "Happy Face" by Jagwar Twin , and "Alive" by Kyle Hume are all songs I listen to while crying, but it feels forced, like I'm making myself cry, I can barely feel anything because I'm constantly thrown about from school and life, I'm tired of being perfect, nothing helps besides oversleeping on weekends and under sleeping on school days, I'm never gonna fit the mold everyone wants me to, I feel empty and all the stress I have rains down all at once at midnight when I'm typing this...I don't know why I can be perfect, I'm trying everything my hardest, but it's never enough...I'm stressed, I'm having anxiety attacks at 2am, I don't wanna die but I don't want to be alive...I just smile through it all, I swear I'm happy but I'm dying on the inside (Sorry if this is alot, I just dumped everything at once)
#Do yall ever get a bit tired of life? ⚠️mentions of Su!c!de⚠️
radiant hill
hushed sedge
No one is perfect btw ..so don’t force yourself to be perfect..you know everyone is perfect by their own way. I know it’s hard..with these kind of stress and struggles you are going through but soon..if you can open the “door” you can be better. Please don’t lose hope. I know life is hard but still you have made it so far now..so don’t give up
winter stirrup
I relate so hard. My mom is very religious/homophobic and it’s lowk exhausting having to hide. I’m here if you need to talk/rant! I love listening to ppl.
hushed sedge
I relate so hard. My mom is very religious/homophobic and it’s lowk exhausting h...
That’s sad to hear :((..
winter stirrup
That’s sad to hear :((..
Yeah. I’m going to therapy Wednesday and ima talk to my therapist abt telling my mom. We’ll see how it goes