Honestly, I have no idea what to call what is happening, nor what to call this post.
It was yesterday, pretty late, when I get a pretty mild trauma trigger. Instead of slight discomfort like usual. I just had the weirdest panic attack of my life
It was distressing, yet still euphoric somehow. It was very uncomfortable. I also had this constant feeling of going stereotypically insane with a manic smile. I‘m sure you get what smile I mean.
Not only that, but after 1-5 minutes, the symptoms just… stopped. My mood dropped in the ground, kinda like a depressive phase. A few minutes past, not longer, and another panic attack (or whatever it‘s called) starts. And the cycle repeats
This went on for roughly 1 hour, although there were some side effects hours later. Whilst yesterday was the first time in a while, I am decently certain it‘ll happen today again. Do any of yall have any idea, name, tips, or whatever else of what this is? It‘s making sleep quite more difficult, and I can‘t afford not getting much sleep.
(Also note that I‘m pretty sure we‘re a system, incase related)